shaking
sweating
heavy breathing
i’m having a panic attack
anxiety has me in her claws again
she’s taking me under
she’s breaking me down
i can’t rise up out of this
because i fear once im free
she’ll come back for me

I want you to know how I feel
I tell you I like you
I tell you I want you
I tell you I need you
But does it even matter?
Will you ever want me?
Am I good enough?
Or will I continue on this path?
Sabotaging any chance of happiness
Risking it all but to no avail
I’ve hurt you
I’ve broken you

Every time you call
Every time your lips touch mine
I get butterflies

You
Should
Not
Be
With
Her
You
Deserve
Better

This world is not real.
Is it in my mind?
Are we part of something greater?
What are we here for?
Who am I?

You make me feel ****.
I want you.
Your hot breath on my neck, moist.
Your lips on mine, pressed hard.
Your legs around me, pushing your *** into mine.
Your hands through my hair, make me tingle.
Your tongue, on me and in me.
Making me get hotter and hotter.
Getting me wetter and wetter.
Filling me up and getting me higher.
I am on fire.
Finally, I explode into a million pieces and all because of you.

Constant pounding, not in my head.
Better, ****** pounding, throbbing, lusting.
I want to be ripped open like a bag of candy on Halloween
or a piece of paper and then float in pure ecstasy.
Man or woman, does not matter.
Woman: soft, sensual, ****.
Man: ragged, rough, rat.
I'll take the woman.