Animals around the waterhole watch and stalk
Their prey.
I sit, in heat, as the animals
They rip open their food
as I rip off my clothes.
We are animals, no different.
Driven by food and ***,
these rule the world,
not money and power.
I want to be taken
and thrown, hard, on to the ground.
I want to **** like an animal,
***** and depraved.
Rules broken, beds broken,
No rules, no safety,
Just ***.

You told me it wasn't personal
You said you were sorry
You told me it was unfair
Then why did you do it?
Why did you break my heart?
I'm not in love with you,
At least not anymore
I believe it's for the best but
How can I be sure?
I know this will fade like most things do
But how can I forget a lifetime with you?
I trusted you
I believed in you
I loved you
But now I can feel the pain inside when you said
I. Can. Never. See. You. Again.

I am lost without you.
I am empty without you.
I am floating through life
Alone.
I need a friend.
I need a love.
I cannot live like this anymore
Alone.
I am a lost soul in this world.
I seem happy but I am not.
I seem content but I am not.
I seem peaceful but I am not.
My soul is lost and I cannot seem to find it.
I am lost without you.

Angry
Rage
Hatred
These are the things that I am feeling

I never know what to expect
One minute you are happy and full of joy
And the next you are angry and full of hatred
Your words ignite a fire
That I cannot seem to put out
Your words cut deep into my heart
Like a knife slicing through butter
Your words stay in my mind
Selfish
*****
Brat
Spoiled
I know these things are not true
But when you say them
I believe you
Your fuse is short
And your fury is hot
I run to take cover
From your being
But the rage always seems to find me
You emotions cascade all around me and I know
I will never escape this hell you have created