I told you all my secrets
The things I hide down deepest
You threw them away
Put them up for display
You let the others tear me to pieces
They called me a *** and gay
I had nowhere to go, just like a stray

You were my friend
I trusted you with them all
Instead you let me fall

You used me to stand
When I asked for help, You released my hand
Cutting the life supporting strand

I guess this is goodbye
I thought you would understand
Down inside I'm the same man
But deep down in the end
I'm still watching out for you, my friend

Day and night it never feels right
Torture me while the sun burns bright
Cast me out into the darkest days
Shut out my rainbow rays

Make fun of my clothes
Touch my hair
I'll really show you
I don't care

We were friends
We trusted another
We shared the hardship, sought help from each other
Just because I'm bi, I'm no longer your brother?

I think about you all day long
This feelings I have still burn strong
Throughout the night and days
I sit here longing for you gaze

I'll wait for our our paths to cross
Until the day you pass my way
I'll count the seconds , hours and days
Until I see your beautiful face
I'll stay and wait for you right here
Just to tell you how i feel

I want to be with you
Sit beside and tell you
Of all the people on this Earth
Of all the people, I fell for you

That day, I'll tell you
That, I don't care what people say
All the days I've spent waiting for this day
To go up and tell you
**I love you

I fell for you
Oh, how swell I am
For me to be
So madly, deeply in love
With you know who?
Of course its you

I've got a crush on you
With all the things you do
Because the way you make me feel
Makes everything unreal

You're an angel so sweet and pure
I saw you standing there
I knew theres no other cure
Except fall in love with you

The fact I cant breathe when you're near  
Brings me to the edge of tears
Because moving away  from you is something i cant bear

Be the light to guide me through
All the darkness here before
Take them all away once more
I love you is more than enough

I can tell how long Ive wanted to say this
you give me strength and take the pain
no matter how bad or long the day
and you're the one to blame

I was never fine on my own
Lost,lonely and alone
You guided me to whats right
now, guide me back to your light

Reignite the old flame
Extend the candle to lessen the pain
Light a match that always burns
No water or wind can take what we've regained

Its been too long of that i'm sure
To bring back whats been hurt
but I want to remember
those feeling of that march 5
one ill never deny

I saw you day in and day out
I never began to doubt
That only you would make me happy
Because I never counted on that

I saw your smile through the sadness
And the smile drives me to madness
I cant stop thinking of you
Your eyes so colorful and blue

Everytime darkness appears on my soul
I think of you to brighten my day
because you take all the pain away

You make the others dissapear
Even when I gaze from up here
My decision is clear
Losing you is the only thing i fear

Stay so we may never part
Stay so that the tears wont start
or at the very least
Stay in my heart

I stand at where i always am
eating rice with ham
without the place I should be
left alone I will stay
until that special day

I am accepted back

Into the crowd of misfits
Who raise the bar of theater acting
Never lacking in their talents
Singing a story along with dancing
A story of virtues and different cultures

A new time is born on the stage

Each show though the same is different
It is that difference that makes you stand out
different emotions blending into one
different actions relating to the emotions
it's different and we
the people on that stage

we make the story

I understand Shakespeare when he says ""All the world's a stage,
And all the men and women merely players"

Its because on the stage we show a story
and on that stage we also make our own

It takes the one sniff
and then my body feels the lift
taking away the pain
unresisting feelings in my brain
all float away

But, like all rivers they float back
This sea of pain sneaking from the back
It was fun while it lasted
as the minutes went on

Now that I'm dry
and I've heard all the lies
Once again, its time to lift
and my mind will now drift
for I have found
Something to sniff

What is change?
is it a gift or an experience
I say change is life

Because in order to live we must change
it can sometimes be for the better
in different times worse

Even in society things change
and to cope we change along with it
even if its just bit by bit

No matter how safe you may feel
or how fast your wounds heal
and how much time will steal from you
change will always be real

Because by this simple act of reading
you are already believing
in the great power that is
**Change

I long for the smile the sends chills down my spine
You hair dark as the ebony and skin like the sky
I need you the way your hair corners the edges of your face
The voice that brings my heart to its knees

Where are you?
Why cant you be here? With me

I saw you in a crowded place
the days are growing longer
and this pain is growing stronger

You are my inspiration
a light which guides to the destination of which i cannot see
You are my light and i hope you will always be my one and only light

This world can be considered cruel and wicked
Because
It is through anger we find acceptance
and with destruction,new beginnings
all in the purpose of one thing love and acceptace
but at what that change may cost may be worse than the effect
because we all have choices some we do for different reasons
but they all make us who we are