Maman Screams

Maman Screams Jan 2014

I scroll this roll till I roll, I've rolled
Over and under this valley so cold
No sky too high for I limitlessly strive
To win your heart and a place in your life

I hold this long for I long, I've longed
To be use and abuse by you so wrong
You spoken the words of sober and true
I'll keep that in mind to guide me through

I trip on love still I trip, I've tripped
Wandering deeper in this reality too deep
Where do we begin from here you speak
Lets start a new chapter and not rush to the peak

I've never expect or demand a say
Forcing to love it's not just my way
I believe and I will continue to wait
You are worthy please believe it
That's why I'm still here, can you see me?

©2014 Maman Screams

Maman Screams Jan 2014

Mimpiku Yang Terakhir (My Last Dying Dream)

Sebelum nafasku yang terakhir
Ku luar kan kepadamu
Engkaulah yang ku tunggu
Engkaulah bintangku

Dan kamu
Aku masih sayang kepadamu
Biarlah ini satu rahsia buatmu

Adakah ini suatu mimpi
Yang selama ini engkau menyelami
Menyinari
Menghiasi alamku dengan warna cinta pelangi

Engkau ada tetap dihatiku walau ku tiada
Engkau ada tetap dijiwaku walau bisa
Dan ku harap kau maafkanlah segala dosa
Sebelum ku pejamkan mata untuk selama-lamanya

Dan kamu
Aku masih sayang kepadamu
Biarlah ini satu mimpi indah bagiku

Apabila nadiku berhenti
Tamatlah sudah puisiku ini
Tapi ini bukanlah satu erti
Kuharap engkau kan terus bermimpi

Kubina cinta di alam mimpi
Bayanganmu ku kan salji
Selalu berada sentiasa disisi
Selamanya kepadamu
Aku..
Aku berjanji..

©2014 RevoLusi
©2014 Maman Screams

Taken and re-arrange with consent from my band "RevoLusi".
Lyrics were taken from my band upcoming latest single, "Mimpiku Yang Terakhir".
The whole lyrics have been re-arrange and some phrases are added in for this piece.
This is my first time writing up a song in my mother-tongue language, "Bahasa Melayu".
This is the poetry version for the song.

Maman Screams Jan 2014

A Dreamer's Reality

Chase the heights held above
Climb this lights shone under
Confused this love with lawyer's words
Messed up life just like the minister

Living this earth that's full of nothing
Emptiness sets when we stop believing

But what is there left to feel
When reality seems no longer real
Do we seek refuge deep in our sleeps
Where we feel alive and not just creeps

I found love while you were dreaming
When our body entwine synchronise hearts beating

Building castles high till it's never ending
To prevent ourselves from always repeating
Chemistry burned physical history erasing
A fresh new love spring we're breathing

Everything was living and in a wheel
Till your mind held bound your eyes's flickering
Forcing reality that god only made temporary
Not realising we've been given the opportunity
To live our dreams in our world
We shall feel its real

©2014 Maman Screams

Reality is not about what our 5 senses thinks
Is when we love to dream
To fall in love while dreaming
To turn dreams into our reality
God made us and this world only temporary
We've been given the opportunity to breathe
And that include us dreaming
For a better place
For what we love to be our reality
Don't waste it on silly doubts and fears
Leave the past
Breathe the present
Welcome the future

Never let anyone stop you from falling in love
No matter if its in dreams or reality
Stay true to what your heart feels
For that is truly worth loving

Maman Screams Jan 2014

My Last Dying Dream

My fingers trails around the edge
Once familiar but not forgotten
Rush of adrenaline pumps through my veins
As i pick up this wood filled lead
Not recounting the memories once felt
I took out my heart
Dusting off what remains
Only this the best I could scribble with

Is this all a dream
That you've been lingering...
Illuminating,
Showering love in my realm with colorful rainbows

And you...
I'm still loving you
Just let this be a secret only for you

When my heart stops and no longer beating
It goes the same to this poem I'm writing
But that its not the slightest meaning
I hope you'll keep continue on dreaming

And you...
I'm still loving you
Just let this be a sweet dream for me and you

I've created love in the realm of dreams
Freezing your memories with snow white as cream
I'll always be by your side guiding
Forever for you...
I...
I promise...

©2014 Maman Screams

Maman Screams Jan 2014

Losing

Sanity...

You is what I need

Maman Screams Jan 2014

Sealed In Words

Bottle this feelings with ***** and sprite
Let's dance this life throughout the night
Am I not in this with you by my side
We'll fly away far out of sight

You speak of love
So harsh so harsh
Let me love you now
So hush so hush

My poems don't rhyme like they did before
No longer my ocean waves hits the shore
Wondering where could my love adore
My heart may have truly met it's core

Never have I tried
So hard so hard
Only to be hurt
So crush so crush

This is not the part where the ship take sail
Where the ending is oh so fairly tale
Listen when I promise you this in a mail
I love you sincerely and forever I will

©2014 Maman Screams

Maman Screams Jan 2014

24 Hours

Here I go again
Heavy heart dragging its way

It may only be for a day
But the memories locked
Will be out on its way

I hated the thoughts of bars
Or walls with that cold filthy floors

I know it'll only be just a day
Will you wait for me
Even if the clock ticks away

24 hours is all it takes
For me to be back in your arms again

©2014 Maman Screams