I don´t choose not to "care"
it feels empty,
it's just...not there.

Apathy you say...
...no sympathy or empathy
...for infinity.

Guess that...everything moves around
but it stopped "inside"
not even a sound
...from the opposite side.

I see everything
But I have nothing to say
It’s a stupid thing
Because I will be the one that has to pay.

we are going
in circles
always lying
so miraculous.

this will never
end
and forever
will we pretend.

I've drank the finest of wine
Down to the bottom of the bottle
Only to witness an ocean alone
Barely surviving my own hands

A fire burned through my viens
That was blew out by the wind
Breezing through the leaves
A calmness that sits with me
Before calmness dismisses me

I walked across the tallest blue sky
Where wide winged birds soar high
Til promises of white clouds turn grey
And so there I fell with the rain
Dripping through the lowest gutter

Many times I was buried, lying in dirt
Like a grave, needing no help
Finding the dark inside of myself
But I always rise with the blades
Of the greenest fresh spring grass

No matter what feeling I catch
None of them seem to everlast

You fear me
Because I am standing on my own.
You see
I am alone.

Without a “pack”
I have sharper teeth
And lack
Of empathy.

A path
Of a lone wolf
Along with wrath
tear enemies apart.

This world has already became blind
No one can see
It’s empty pride.

Greed,
Is this world’s
Strong need.

It’s faceless
Toys
Is already graceless.

I don’t want to imagine
A different way
Even if it could save me from this ravine.

A deep hole
Between reality
And my soul
Like a Path of infinity  

Somehow I became blind
By ignoring
And I forget what means “kind”
Such a selfish “thing”

Want to make you real
by believing
that you may heal
this empty feeling.

Keeping the faith
within my heart
i will not become a wraith
this world will see my art.