as I lay in bed at night
not being able to sleep
I stare at the moonlight

right now the moon is the only reliable thing in my life
a friend that is always there
listens and never judges you
that's the only time that I don't feel alone

and I know this doesn't rhyme
but for the longest time I haven't felt
feelings are complicated
the moon isn't
a continuous cycle
always waiting for it's arrival

pretty ****** I know
not that talented
but I'll be honest
I still look at the photos

I remember all the nights
when we both looked at the moonlight

but now I stare endlessly at the moonlight hoping you are too

“Just one of days”
That’s what i say
“I’ll be okay”
But there is always a price to pay

Always feeling like crap
And then i finally snap

No one can understand
I already have a plan

Pretty easy
Not like it's hard
But to some that would be greedy
The line between greedy and necessary
Has gone blurred