You said it unexpectedly, never had I thought it was possible.
Sweetly whispered through the dark, between the kisses you gently placed on my body.
I felt immediately that you meant it but I still had to be sure. 'Yeah?'
You confirmed with an easy response.
You do something to me, make me feel things.
When you said it I felt an overwhelming happiness in my chest, freeing and flying away.
'You are beautiful.'
It's not often this happens to me.
This sleeplessness, the why-can't-I-fall-asleep thing.
I can instantly see how frustrating it is for those it happens to more often than not.
Why, in this chance of me getting to sleep in, have I not fallen asleep yet? What am I supposed to do? I was tired earlier.
That good old feel it behind you eyes thing. The 'I'll be asleep as soon as I lie down' thing.
What would you do if I just walked into the water and never came back?
How long would you wait for my return?
Would you think I died or started a new life?
Would you go with me so I won't be lonely?
not really sure where this one came from. just sitting by the sea waiting for a friend. also in a way makes me think of the ending to The Awakening.
Whatever you wanted from me was not what you needed from me.
I won't carve my name in the tree of your heart; but I will write it in the sand of your soul.
Let the rain fall slowly on me so I can catch it in my hands,
on my face and into my mouth.
Let me drink it in like no other.
It is the rain, it is me.
Watching the rain in slow motion is like watching the best parts of life wash over you. Savor it. I just want to be in it.
In all kinds; the slow magical rain like a romance, fast and hard like the way my heart hammers at times, all at once and over so quickly just like a love known to some.
found this writing of mine from back in September 2017
I can't run away fast enough. The feeling always catches me.
I put on a show for others just so they can't see what is underneath.
I feel it in my chest; it hurts, it aches, it is constant.
I feel like crying all. The. Time. If only to feel that release. But does it ever happen? No, not really.