It's was so cold,
That I was almost warm,
I stared at the chamber,
As if it was a vast abyss,
Six bullets stared back at me,
My numb fingers wrapped around it,
This weapon?
This choice?
This life provider or taker?
Savior or Damner
I stared into the eyes,
Of a boy who told me he loved me,
As he wrapped me into his arms,
I thought that if I held him long enough,
The pieces of him that mattered most,
Would go back into their space,
I was wrong,
Cause tonight,
I've never been so petrified in my life,
I told the boy who ripped my world to shreds,
I loved him,
As his tears fell down his cheeks,
His mind racing on wether or not,
To take his own life,
Or the mother of his life that caused him,
To be in this situation in the first place,
He sobbed into my shoulder,
And released his burdens into my waiting,
Hands,
I wonder what would have happend,
If I wasn't there for the boy with a broken heart,
Who broke mine.
Tonight