Do I have to display my pain on stage for pay? Do you need to hear the crack in my voice to earn the coin? To know the sincerity in my lack of integrity is worth the paycheck.

Mellow dramatic Madison
The three M’s to remember me by

M-trauma
M-abuse
M-healing

If we take the same bite at the same time with the same *** is it plagiarism?

it’s hard to hear, “ no” over your own ego

24 hours to endure every last painstakingly long drawn out rewound memoried wound displayed across my brain. No matter how hard I erase, the pencil still leaves the marks on my body you left for me to remember you by.

24 hours to endure how my insides turned out that day. They’ve never involuted ever since, my core a prison I keep myself in.

אֹנֶס

You can’t say no, to a question that you were never asked.

I wish I could eat the smoke, snort the fog into the back of my throat
Engulf my lungs in dense thick black smog. The ache still stays