Madeysin

Madeysin May 2018

Letting go of him was like shooting my dog between the eyes.

Madeysin May 2018

and I changed the locks this past May,
always new beginnings,
but I grieve spring,
so much,
to sweep,
Out,
My,
Lungs.

Gasp; Repeat

Madeysin May 2018

Pages

I could write a book and fill it with all the suicide notes I’ve wrote.

Madeysin May 2018

Break up

He erased his love for me,
Swept it up so,
I wouldn’t linger,
Long,
Longing for his embrace,
Only lies left,
Heart unbalanced,
Heart beating,
Barely,
Breathing,
Stop.

Madeysin Apr 2018

Judas

I miss your collar bones, and the kisses I gave them as promises.

Madeysin Apr 2018

Petals

He loves me not

Madeysin Apr 2018

Let me sleep

I focused on the sound of exhaust as he pushed it down my throat, clenched my fist as my eyes watered to the feeling of gravel on my knees. He said he had a goodnight.