had a woman
my bride
i had love
inside
i had a smile
so wide
had a heart
complied
we had a baby
it cried
it had some tears
they dried
i had some hope
my guide
i tried to cope
i tried
i worked harder
applied
all my pain
i hide
i felt trapped
hands tied
my own view
my side
i just couldnt
confide
i tried
you lied
my freedom
denied
now we must
divide
i am done
i ride
or we both
collide
used to be
beside
you hurt me
defied
i put you
aside

i had a woman
my bride
i had drive
inside
i had a smile
so wide
had a heart
complied
i had love
it died

Love songs keep me going
but the worst part is knowing
That after everything we’ve been through
It’s him and not me now lying next to you

Another bottle down, another lonely night
Drown the feeling I try so hard to keep inside
I can’t help that you’re always on my mind
I should have seen it coming, I should have seen the signs
I should’ve seen through the lies you told me each and every time

I can’t smoke you out,
I can’t drink you away
I still feel the pain
You left me with every day

You carry around my heart,
But I wear it on my sleeve
I loved you from the start,
But you don’t remember me

You had me is what she said
All that's on my mind
Laying all alone, in my bed
Is when I wish you were mine

I want to feel your arms,
Wrapped tightly around my waist
I want to feel your heart
And talk until the break of day

I've lost my chance,
This I have come to accept
I know I've lost my chance,
To speak all the words we've left unsaid

First love,
It's been years,
It's been tough,
But I've made it through the tears
It's been rough,
But I still miss you, dear

I remember you,
I remember us,
You said I'd never kiss you,
but I decided to call your bluff

We laughed, and we loved
Staring at the skies above,
I remember your eyes,
A shade of brilliant blue
when I lie awake at night,
My thoughts still stay with you

You've moved on,
but I'm still here,
Writing songs,
About the past 3 years

Lovers come, then they leave
But girl, you'll always, stay with me..

She loves me,
She loves me not
Could it be,
the love I've sought
Wasn't meant to be
Anything,
But a stomach tied in knots

Coming of age,
A bitter taste
No longer a boy,
Becoming a man
Father, I know you're ashamed,
but I'm doing the best I can

Drama queen
oh drama queen
how do you fuel your machine?
make a scene
watch em lean
drama as your gasoline

attention *****
attention *****
why do you long for more?
make em mad
make a war
same as it was before

drama queen
oh drama queen
how do you always come out clean?
make it seen
make it mean
put the pieces in between