i love him in way
that let's me love myself,
and that is everything

loving him is like being among
the flowers and birds,
peaceful, natural

when i kiss him,
i lose my breath.

when i think of losing him,
it disappears again.

he always does that to me,
steals my oxygen.

but he always gives it back,
with every smile.

I am lost, and my maps
have turned to ash in my fingers.
I am wandering with no direction,
waiting for someone to tell me to stop.

I have never wanted someone the way I want you.
I want you in every form.
Give me all the pieces of yourself that you don't let others see.
Let me be the one you can trust with your heaviest burdens.
Give me all of you in the dark.
Let me be the one who unravels you,
please give me everything. I want it all.
And in return, all of me,
is yours.

the birds are singing today,
so loud and beautiful as if to say
it is Spring remember, please
it is Spring

then the snow lands on my skin,
cold and wet, as if to say
I am still here, please
*don't forget me