There is a clock ticking on the wall.....
I hear every second, every minute, every hour as it ticks away.
I can hear it....but I cant see it.
There is an hourglass sitting on the table....
the sand pours through and I can see as every second,
every minute, every hour falls away.
I can see it, but I cannot hear it,
or taste, nor immediately feel it.
What is it that really defines time?
We break things down to milliseconds
but our brains do not have the capacity to really register it.
Yesterday, I stood in the rain
put my head to the sky and let the drops hit my face.
It only takes a millisecond for the drop to fall on my lips,
but it takes three times that for my brain to realize it.
My sister was born and then I blinked....
and she will be starting school this year.
I am scared to blink again, honestly.
I want so desperately to pretend it doesn't exist,
that the restraints of time are something we simply made up.
Then, I see my grandparents,
and the increase in the number of wrinkles on their faces,
and I know that the only thing that this could be blamed on is
....time.
I feel us...
Growing and shifting and changing...
and separating.
Becoming more and more different with each passing day.
When we first met things were not like this.
Sometimes it seems that day was just yesterday,
then we fight and I know we are drifting.
And I hate it!!
I wish I could go back...
in time.
My life, your life, their lives, are passing
Not enough done in a solitude day..
and we are all falling behind.
The last generation is dying out.
Our generation is growing up,
we are taking over and we are not prepared...
Yet, there is just no way
that we could ever stop *time.