You're dancing through corners
Dodging questions and formerly friends
You don't want to talk unless it's a joke
You're too scared to eat for fear you may choke yet again
But you still don't want people's help

You still just won't let me help

I just want you to smile again

I want to build things, I want to be someone who brings
New things into existence, someone who has given up all resistance
To denying who they are, so that I can make it far
Enough to find the end and away enough to be a friend
To those to scared to ask

Years have passed
Since I was cast
Away, to sea

Learning to float
Turn rocks into boats
What we hate to be

And I will drown
I hear sirens in sounds
But still do not see

Trying to find
What's gone from my mind
I have to let free

It's a confusing time when a wandering mind is all that leads you on
And it's a broken world when a once outspoken girl has lost her taste for songs

Then be aggregated and tell me you are
Tell me how the sky swallows  all the stars
Tell me that you hate everything I do
And tell me that you also hate me too
I bet you have millions of stories and worries and things to say
And I will always listen, if listen to I may
And it's okay if you dont want to, I'm sort of a whatever
But I'm here and it suppose we could talk about the weather

Roads divided
And hearts are blinded
By pain

For what?

Brain is pounding
Sirens are sounding
Insane

Enough?

I am still young
I could gaze at the sun
For years

what cost?

I have lost friends
But they weren't, in the end,
I tried

I lost

As she was tucking him into his bed
She loosely grasped for his hand and she said
Son do you mind the blanket gran knit?
He said no I don't, I don't not one bit,
It's big and it's warm, she made it to be,
She made it for love and she made it for me
Son do you hate it when I pack your lunch?
Mommy, you're silly I love it a bunch,
I know you're busy and it's hard to do,
And the note you leave, well, reminds me of you
Son do you hate me cuz I'm not you're real mom?
I don't mind that, that it hasn't been long,
Because I love when we are together
Right now I'm new, but we'll last forever
Son do you hate having to mothers?
Mommy I wouldn't want any others
Mommies love their children, that's what they're for
And now I have two, to love me all the more