U engulf me
Keep me trapped
Your softness is a magnet
I can't detach
I try I try
To pull away
But u r so strong
U make me stay
Against my will
My will is not strong
U shorten my days
But my nites are super long

What world do we live?
Death is now given out like
Life means nothin to live.
A church? The cops?
Black lives matter but to whom?
Birth from the womb hurryin to the tomb
U think u only hurt us?
U really wanna live out this cuss?
I guess u do... It was done to the Sioux
Navajo Cherokee and the Seminoles too
Massacre.... Malicious murders
U killed the color purple.
I hate writing these words... When u live
The life of a nerd and treated like a ****
**** pushes u to drugs or hugs from
Women u don't love.
Pray for someone come down from above
And just.... I don't know stop the blood
End the hate. End the way
Things are done.

I started to call you
But my phone told me not to
I wanted to text you
But my phone wouldn't let me do
I asked my phone why do you block
My phone said travel past not
For the future is in what you have
Not the things you lost in your past

U and that **** phone!! Lol!!
Look I'm not tryin to force nothin too soon but I feel a lil magnetism between us.
I know your life is crazy hell mine is just as upside down.
Kickin it with u makes me forget bout all my madness.
I want to take it nice and slow and let this grow to its fullest potential.
I don't want u to feel pressured or stressed to see me or talk to me.
You r a very cool nice smart woman and I really like that about u.
Yes I want to talk to u more now and I want to see more of u becuz I realized I found a rare jewel and only a fool would let u easily walk away.
This may not be the perfect time for us but when is it ever the perfect time for anything?
Right now all I want to be is your ear to vent in, your partner to drink with, your foot massage therapist, your game of thrones/walking dead recap homie, your chicken skin eater and your tour guide to escapin the madness and sadness that we call life.
So... Ummmmm... No I'm not accepting your offer!!! ****!! Can we please keep hangin out durin this crazy time in our lives?
I promise it will be a great experience for both of us.
I know u have a stoopid stacked plate.
Lemme be dessert

Did u see her? Did u see her?
Pretty as a purr I shall endure
What is us without trust?
Love can't be confused lust
It must it must it just must
Outstretched like overworked
Hashtags. Double the ****
If it's that bad. Y u with her to make her mad?

She don't care bout u. What u
Do or who u with when u do
What you do. I know that's true
I'm tryin to do me please do u
Next time don't do what u do ?

As the light dims and the night grins
The wheels spin slowly stopping at the
Entrance to the domain of sweat
And lust.  Smells of fermented fruits
Produce a toxic noose of bad decisions.
Rhythmic bass pulsate and vibrate
Make the fluttering heart flutter more
Pour the trouble lifting elixir
Dancing with the perfect picture.
A mixture of chance encounters,
Romantic flowers and pride and power.
Don't let this night end without you
And me doing what we came to do.