Lytrell Howard

Lytrell Howard Apr 2015

GN

Late nites the last text
The first hello good morning how r u?
Awaitin the reply holdin and clutchin
The moment the vibration breaks the silence
Heart skips so violent
Awwww man it's Randy's 19th birthday

Lytrell Howard Apr 2015

Nothing's Up

What to do when there is no up?
When you been down so long that you stay down
Because down is all you know.
The helping hand is on a mannequin
Don't pull too hard
Trying to make something out of nothing.
Hoping eBay will sell my nothing for something
Is that a light at the end?
Or is that my flamethrowing enemy?
Coming to get me....

Lytrell Howard Apr 2015

Will You

The words will you be with me, cause me harsh difficulty
Though speaking I could never say it, so I resort to poetry.
In my mind, I visualize togetherness, forever, between the two of us
Eternal happiness, external peace, internal love and mental trust.
Will you…

This question I would love to answer for you, but only you will speak the truth.
Your beauty and knowledge combined creates a divine female youth.
Unfictious feelings I’m revealing, only your physical shall provide
A place for my emotions to reside, and no more sadden times to hide
Will you…

Presently, I’ve been hesitant, my mental has come to a fork in the road
Shall I continue on silently, or finally let my emotions unfold?
Hopefully, through this poem I could direct myself to the best way
Turn my life into our life, reminiscing on the days of Jodeci forever together we shall stay.
Will you…

The question I’m asking, if you still unclear, my dear,
Is will you shed a tear with me, and shiver when I come near.
I constantly ponder over asking you, rejection would shatter my hopes
Yet it will set me free from waiting for an eternal nope
Will you…

Your answer will be gladly accepted anytime yet soon is what I prefer
So I could plan to either embrace your palm in the immediate future
Or walk to the next flash that tempts my eyes whose beauty I can see
Will You Be With Me?

Lytrell Howard Apr 2015

Darkness

The cold hard blowing of an unforgiving wind destroys my stamina, yet the sun shines brightly.
Shining upon my weak and fragile defenseless body
The light burns my skin, my vision is unaffected, for the light doesn’t affect my eyes
But other than that ray glowing on my eyes, I wisely decide to look for others.
There are none.

Enveloped in a sea of nothingness, no feelings to hide because there are no feelings to have.
Emotionless and no movement, I tend to think for a reason
Maybe this reason will propel me to that ray
Although, for hours, I stay in that one position
Thinking of a reason, it comes to me
There are none.

I guess I switched that light off, that filled everywhere.
Each day to me was summer and now my life is a blizzard.
With nowhere to go, I sit by the window and watch everything fall apart
But as I look closer I notice something, no smiling faces in the reflection
There are none.

Maybe if I told the truth of my sorrow, and the pain for my doings
Although they were wrong, I did them, and the consequences are too extreme
I can’t take another second of this you gave me my earthly joy.
That seems to be the reason, for the light is getting closer
There are other reasons, but this one sticks out the most,
It is that
There are others, yet you are
The Only One That I Love.

Lytrell Howard Apr 2015

Ice Cold

It is a cold world, put a muthasuckin jacket on.

Lytrell Howard Apr 2015

What's Your Fantasy?

What’s your fantasy?
I plan for it to be you and me.
Expand your mind and you’ll see
That I can make you *** verbally,
Mentally and physically, done exotically.
I want your every thought to be of me.

Can you release the freak I seek?
I’ll kiss you from high cheek to low cheek
Doing it slowly. And dutifully you reach
Another peak. Not another feeling can compete
Before I’m finished you’re insisting on a repeat.
With each touch your ****** jumps and leaps.

You’ll do whatever I say
Upon soft beds, you’ll lay
In your hairs my tongue will play
You *** so hard, Oh My God, she’s going to spray.
As you beg me to stay, I have to walk away
But I’ll soon return to play on another day.

Lytrell Howard Apr 2015

I Remember...

I remember only the good things between us
Times of smiles and embracing your firmness
I yearn again to touch your mind again
Let’s start correct, can you please be a friend?
Or shall we marry?  **** it, let’s not tarry
Or wait ‘til an announced date, right now is too late.

I remember your voice tensing as I touched
Places seen by a chosin few now I lust
To hold you.  Feeling that which I cherish
Mistakes have been made but let the past vanish
And pay no attention to the present my gift is myself
Could you be my toy, fantasy or my better half?

Next time we hug or kiss, help me reminisce
Also, help me forget the time that we spent
Separated, apart.  Let’s start everything over
Even if we speed through this or move slower
Just be there again.  Cause that flame to form your name
Turn this wild one tame.  Let’s do it one more time.