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When I gave up
Not a bell rang out.
And Lightning was withheld
By all accounts
From every corner of the sky.
And Thunder
had no
mouth.
No Siren sang.
There never came
A wailing throng.
When I gave up
A Shadow passed. And shook -
my hand.
And moved
Along.
Naked, you are simple as one of your hands,
smooth, earthy, small, transparent, round:
you have moon-lines, apple-pathways:
naked, you are slender as a naked grain of wheat.

Naked, you are blue as a night in Cuba;
you have vines and stars in your hair;
naked you are spacious and yellow
as summer in a golden church.

Naked, you are tiny as one of your nails -
curved, subtle, rosy, till the day is born
and you withdraw to the underground world,

as if down a long tunnel of clothing and of chores:
your clear light dims, gets dressed - drops its leaves -
and becomes a naked hand again.
 Mar 2014 Lysander Gray
A
He read me my precautions
Only removing my own decay
In return his novocaine 
Don't you worry about nerve endings,
They'll splinter up eject themselves away
In time you'll teach yourself to capsulate the pain,
Just sign your essence away,
I'll give you more novocaine.


*"Sometimes it's better not to feel"
You held the dreams I had for my happiness
like a swallow's egg in your outstretched hand.
The bird is happy, flitting where it will but knowing where home is
A home built together
a home that is safe.

How you stand with the yellow-rich yolk
slowly dripping,
and albumen sliding
and all that is fertile and promises and future
crushed in a single impulsive spasm.
Your heart hid your secrets
which kept the bird coming back
and the tricks that kept her feeling safe
are shoddy and cruel in the light of day.

Now, she knows.
Heart of mine
you ache
****** truth-teller
be silent.

As I lie here
alone
with my spirit flailing wildly
normalcy and whatshouldbe
hold a pillow
and smother its breath.

**** opressors
they are everywhere
they're in marriage
and picketfence
but some cellular drive
made me leave you for them.

I want you
so physically
and cry out in pain
as my heart begs and pleads
for the one that it loves.

I need you
you know me
my mirrortwin, completely
Never have I been so naked
as I am beneath your gaze
I look into a liquid reflection
that adores me,
ether,
bone.

I have simple words only now
they squeeze out of me
bloodied bullets
I wince as I extract them
my gutless runner's high of a promise of security
wears off now
and I notice and I notice
and I notice
the pistol lying comfortably in my own hand.

Oh! my love!
I feel I'm dying.
You were beauty......

On the wind now
the warm, bitter wind
you are gone.
For My Eternal Love
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