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desolate Mar 2015
Goodbye, goodbye, what happened to goodbye
Goodbye, my goodbye just turned to another hi
Goodbye, I said, to my feelings and past
Goodbye, I told you, but all I did was go back
Goodbye, goodbye, I had said my farewell
Goodbye, goodbye? But guess who fell for it again
desolate Mar 2015
And I guess it pained me to see
How saying my goodbye didn't bother you
For I greatly hoped that you would regret
All the things that you have done

I expected you to feel sad
And want to take me back or once more hold my hand
I assumed you would say no, don't go
Or at least show me you were still holding on

I thought you would feel guilt and hurt
And that there would be a change in your whole mood
For I have sought to simply let you be
After I told you all that I felt and what I still do

But as you casually smiled at me
I knew, you did not feel a thing
Maybe you were hiding it (and well, you've done a great job)
Or maybe there was simply nothing left to feel for me anymore

For maybe, you have already stated your goodbye
Long ago, without me knowing
And maybe, it was when you left me without warning
When I was still willing to be in your arms while hurting and loving
- s
desolate Mar 2015
Won't you ever get tired of breaking my heart?
I guess not because you only get tired of me anyway
desolate Mar 2015
Ngunit ako'y natataranta
At ako'y nagtataka
Kung bakit kinailangan
Mo pang mawala

Hindi na nagpahanap
At 'di na bumalik
Kaya habang ika'y wala sa 'king piling
Ako'y magtitiis

'Di maiwasang isipin
At magtanong sa sarili
Kung ano ang nagawang mali
Ano ba ang nangyari

At habang lumilipas ang panahon
Alam ko'y hindi na mababalik ang kahapon
Ito na lama'y tatanggapin
Kaysa maghanap pa ng bagay na hindi na muli
Mapapasaakin
Not sure if telling you that was a mistake or not
But I hope you understood and got my point
desolate Mar 2015
Have you already forgotten me?
desolate Mar 2015
Because there's a difference between wanting to leave and needing to
But you don't seem to understand that
desolate Mar 2015
I searched for you in the crowd, as I always do
And I finally found the courage to approach you
But you were looking for my friend
And I jokingly said
"She's in my heart, she took your place..."
And was going to add "who am I kidding, no one can"
But you swiftly answered as cold as ice
You looked me in the eyes and replied "it's okay"
Even said it numerous times
Which had me quite convinced
But what bothered me the most
Was the fact that you didn't seem to care
At all
But why weren't you even a little bit bothered?
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