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desolate Mar 2015
Please don't get tired of wanting me
5:51 am
desolate Mar 2015
Nang una kitang makita at makilala
‘Di ko mailahad ang aking nadarama
Pinagdarasal na lagi kitang kausap
Palaging sinisilayan  at hinahanap

Madalas tinitignan ang iyong larawan
Ika’y ‘di rin nawala sa aking isipan
Sa munting panahon ng ating pagsasama
‘Di ko naiwasang mahulog at umasa

Ika’y hinintay ko, hindi ako napagod
Aking nadarama’y hindi bastang naglaho
Kahit masakit, matagal ako nagtiis
‘Di mo hiningi ngunit ginusto kong gawin

Nagkunwaring manhid ngunit ako ay hindi
Paghihirap ay ‘di ko na lamang pinansin
Pagkat alam ko na sa dulo, ito’y sulit
Inisip ko na ika’y mapapasaakin

Ito ang aking lubhang pinaniwalaan
Hanggang umabot sa puntong ako’y nabulag
‘Di namalayang habang ika’y iniibig
Unti-unting nawala ang aking sarili
desolate Mar 2015
I have never believed
That truly loving her means letting go
For loving is not about giving up
Or choosing to grant someone else to have the one you love

It is about staying no matter what
And ignoring all the pain that loving her bears
It is allowing her to repeatedly break your heart
Just to make sure that hers is whole

It is seeing the millions of reasons to leave
But relying on that one sense why you shouldn't
For loving her is enduring all the hurt
That she unknowingly causes

Loving her is wanting to wake up each day
Knowing that she's still yours, and you are hers
It is assuring her that you'll wait
Despite all her fears, and the difficulties in between

But I have never thought
That to love is something so much more
It is putting her happiness before yours
Even when she is, without you

And loving her, is seeing that you are taking away the chance
Of her being with another, and happier
For she constantly tries to love you in return
Even when she really doesn't

To love, is to be immensely selfless
Though seeing her with another would greatly hurt
Wanting to only keep her to yourself
Will not result to her content

For although you know that you love her too much
To even hurt her or think of letting go
Genuinely loving her
Is accepting that you are not the one
She loves
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desolate Mar 2015
Please don't fall for anyone else
I just can't stand the thought of another person calling you mine
desolate Feb 2015
Don't you know how intricate it is to bear with you leaving but then you're never really gone?
Is it really that hard for you to stay with me?
12:22 am
desolate Feb 2015
Leaves are falling all around me
The air, cold
My thoughts, hazy
Blocked reality with the beautiful fantasy
That you and me could actually
Be
- 10.16.14
desolate Feb 2015
With piano keys before me
And sadness surrounding
There are too much thoughts
To even drown out with music
Within this silence, a voice resonates
It's you, calling out for my name
There's a hurricane in my mind,
an earthquake on my heart
Please, tell me, why did we have to part?
I scream too loud, it's so deafening
But no one else can hear a single thing
Your laughter echoes, or at least I wish it did
But we both know I'm not the reason behind it
Anymore
—a room and a piano all to myself
still, melancholy consumes me in silence

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