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desolate Feb 2015
And if we fell apart
We'd be shattered like broken glass
With shards that would cut me deeper than knives
And I am given the feeling that it could not be fixed
Tired, listless, I'm also astray
For it is not just mere glass
It's us that has been destroyed
But I want you to know that I'd pick all the fragments
And try to piece everything back together
Even if I'm certain that it would hurt so much
I would ignore all the blood that I will shed
Know that I'd rather be in pain while trying to fix what is left
Than search for another or be whole again
Without you
-- we were together but I felt like you were leaving
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desolate Feb 2015
It has been so long since we last talked
And honestly, I miss you a lot
But I have to pretend like I don't care
Because even if you knew, it won't change a thing
I always feared the day we'd part
And now, there is so much space between us
I just can't help but wonder if you have moved on
Did you already forget what you once felt before?
But one thing is certain, I know it's still you
For even after everything, I'm still drowning in my thoughts of you
I wonder if you reminisce as well
Or do you only feel regret?
Do you miss the way we used to be?
Or have you never felt more free
Once you were finally away
From me
-- we broke up but I didn't love you any less
desolate Feb 2015
How is it that I can't resist?
I always come back even though it hurts
How is it that I withstand all this pain
For someone who won't and will never do the same?
How is it that you could bear to watch
As all of me just falls apart?
And as I try to regain what I once had
I hurt even more than I should—
Gathering my shattered self:
Wanting to be whole again
And when I finally piece myself back together
I realize that a fraction is missing
Guess that I will never be complete
For you will always have
That missing piece of me
-- I'll always be yours
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desolate Feb 2015
I was so happy
To be in your arms again
But I'm unsafe there
desolate Feb 2015
And I can't always fall apart every time you are near
Seeing your face and hearing your name
Should not always make me break down in tears
But it still hurts so much, there's too much pain
Although I try, it's just impossible to contain
—like waves crashing at a shore
my memories beat me, repeatedly
washing away my remaining bits of happiness
until I'll be (left with) nothing
all over again
desolate Feb 2015
Would you do something to make me stay
If you felt like I was leaving?
But the real question is:
Would you even notice?
desolate Feb 2015
In our story, the princess
did not fall in love
with the beast
and his rose
wilted
along
with
him
—I was stupid to think that someone like you
could love someone
like me
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