You are receiving congratulations
from people for your creations,
Yet you put me down,
and made me feel small to others!

You run in the early morning
and sleep well at night in dreams
I am warned for my supporting
while you leave me with your blames!

Waiting for something or someone
is so painful in silence...
You treat me like I’m stranger,
though we once had some romance!

To fall in love— is it right or wrong?
When it compels me to feel so young.

Memories of love aren’t light to bear,
They often make me laugh and tear!

I held someone’s hand to walk so long,
She pushed me away and left me alone!

I cannot forget her company and care;
I long for the days we once did share!

What fault did you find in me?
Why do you treat me like you don’t know me?

You made me cry with your words,
Forgetting the imagery we painted together!

I desire nothing from you,
Just remember, I still love you the same!

Whether you look at me or not,
I always follow your shadow everywhere.

How can I put my mind into words
How do I show my soul lives in you

We can build a nest, like two birds do;
You know how much I care for you.

My dreams won’t come true without you,
I believe your love will make my life new.

I see you walking in my neighbor’s yard,
But you don’t glance toward my windows!

I am in pain, though I cannot feel it.
I still stand tall, but not on my feet!

I have dreams, maybe they are false;
What I desire, let it be someone else.

I still haven’t found myself yet;
I run so fast, yet I’m always late!

You can see my eyes, they're full of tears
I never expected the pain I got from yours.

Days are passing, and some are gone,
We’re running, though some have moved on

We are lazy souls, unlike the sun,
We’re walking, though we need to run

We lie and cheat ourselves each day;
We’re devils with nasty vibes at play

We will be questioned for our dark shadows,
And punished, cast through fiery windows...

When your rose of love was dying,
I took care of it, watered it to make it bloom
You smiled, regained the happiness you'd lost,
touched my heart, grabbed me in love, then blamed me for loving!

When you were feeling lonely in tears,
I held your hand and walked with you in the rain
to make you feel not alone, to show someone loves you
You felt my love, then pushed me away like a stranger!

You know I still love you,
as we were in love before—
In dreams, in hopes, we promised to be together
Yet still, you don’t look at me and won’t heal my sore!

If I open my eyes the next day,
Who will shine as my morning ray?
Who will smile at me and light my way,
and bring dreams to my new day?

If I still dream of her,
Will she be here?
Will she walk with me through nature,
and stay with me, forever near?

I need someone's love,
and hands to hold tight,
to feel less alone again,
in the still of the night!

My memories have left me, and breath will soon,
Because you left me alone, this afternoon.
I asked the evening sun, I asked the full moon—
They won’t give me light; the dark comes soon!

Maybe I won’t have a next morning;
This feels to me like my last day.
Do you have some words you’d like to say,
Before I become a fading balloon?

I have walked in the woods, by nature,
I have sipped all love, like a green lover.
I won’t dream of doing anything anymore,
But swimming in a blue lagoon!

You loved me until yesterday,
Today, you chose to walk away.
What will tomorrow bring?
Will sorrow be a lasting thing?

We built a dream day by day,
Now who's the devil, I can't say.
When you danced to my love song,
Why did you leave me all alone?

Have you seen the morning ray,
How it lights up nature every day;
You brighten me just the same,
Then turned to me a dusk flame!

As the river turns to the bay,
I was into you the same way.
Shame on me, you played a game,
And left me with all the blame!

In the moonlit night,
you kissed me deep
and left me alone
without a word!
Everything was alright
between you and me.
Why have you left me, baby,
like a wild bird?

We walked everywhere
in the same dream
and kept our desire.
After making me fall
in love with you, baby,
how could you turn back?

Your eyes and smile
made me happier than I was.
In your arms and care,
I found love and peace!
You live in my heart,
and you will, baby,
till I have breath!

I want to know, how are you doing?
Do you know, how I have been?
I haven't heard from you for so long
I can't sing any more love songs!

Without you, baby, I am so alone!
I can't believe you are gone...

Do you smile there in heaven?
I miss you twenty-four seven
Do you fly with the angel wings?
I still cry with your wedding ring!

Baby, I can't cross my lonely door,
Without you, I can't walk anymore!

In my blind eyes, you were light
In my chest, you were the heart.
How can I enjoy the morning ray
With your memories, I die every day!

I can't look at your image on
Without you, baby, I am done!

Something has been changing
inside me
since I met you,
Feeling you within
makes me smile
as I melt into you!

I’m falling in love with you,
you may know,
you feel that,
I’m losing myself
to find a safe place
in your loving heart!

Day and night,
in peace and in strife,
I just think of you.
I can't tell
when you entered my dreams,
when I fell in love with you.

Let's enjoy
the midnight moon up close
and count the stars
Let's walk together
for the rest of our lives
and wipe our tears!

Look in the mirror
and smile a bit more
She's my love!
Look into my eyes,
you'll trace a grinning face
She's my dream!
Feel me inside,
there I'm looking for your love
Listen to my heart,
it's breathing your name

Your face is lovelier
than the moon
Your eyes are more beautiful
than the stars
I won't gaze at the moon
when you look at me
I won't count the stars
if your eyes beckon to me

Let's walk by the lake
and lose ourselves in romance,
Let's share our thoughts
and leave behind our loneliness,
Let our souls find a place
that's full of love and peace!

You have come to me
after so long
I feel like singing
a happy birdsong

I lost myself,
I have forgotten my pain
I am mesmerized
to see you again!

I found the love
that we had before
I saw the moon
at my longing door

You made me happy
with your sweet voice
Your return surprised me
and giving rejoice

I melt into your eyes
this monsoon evening
I'll hold the night,
so the morning's not nearing

I want those days back
in this monsoon rain
Let's walk barefoot
on the street again

I miss your teary eyes
in this lovely rain
Let me touch you
to forget my pain

I dream of you
in this cold air
Let me feel that
we are together

I long for you
with my tears
You're in my heart
and will be here

Darling, I miss you
on these rainy days
I draw you down
on my blank page

I do remember
your rain-kissed face
If you leave me alone,
don't forget our days

Melting my heart
as you speak in smiles
I sense your mind
as I gaze into your eyes

Cooling my sight
as you dance in the rain
I find the moon within you,
without a stain

Flying my soul with yours
as you are divine
I feel the peace in your heart
as if it's mine

Flowing the spring's wind
with your scent
I always catch them
through your deep love

Falling the monsoon rain,
it now falls for you
You melt me within,
because I love you!

The sky is filled with clouds,
a soft drizzle graces the outside.
I await your return,
Should you walk back to my side,
in this gentle rain.

I miss you,
I miss your damp scent.
I want you,
I want you once more,
in this light rain.

Do you still relish the raindrops
as you did before?
Do you still dance barefoot
in the monsoon rain?

I couldn't forget those rainy days
when I found your love,
I still remember your rain-kissed face,
how shy you were...
Today, I drew you once again!

I long to draw your smiling face
as the river reflects the moonshine
I would reveal my mind to you
as the bee confides in the flowers

I aspire to bring smiles to your lips
just as the sun brightens the dawn
I just want to be your happiness
like the raindrops to the thirsty forests

I would realize your dreams
and I will give my all to make them happen
I want to be the pathway
that helps reach your desired destination

One day, you will take my roses
and share a smile with me in peace
I yearn for your love
and you know the remedy it brings

You walk beside me
ignoring my presence
You read others except me
though I write about you!

You hear me every day
but don't care about me
You like others except me
tho you know I love you!

Your silence hurts me deep
with every passing moment
Your pride tears me apart
like a wounded heart!

I miss you in my teardrop
and I love you the same
I am the only crop
who's alive with your name!

I miss you, I miss my happiness
I miss my life when I was boundless
I miss you, I miss my youthfulness
I miss my past when everything was endless

I am tired, tired of my illnesses
I am tired, tired of this loneliness
My eyes are dry, void of tears;
I am alone, everyone is heartless

I long for the days when I felt beautiful
I long for my dream that was delightful
I miss the smile that brought joy to others;
You all are happy I feel helpless

I miss my kids, I miss my parents
I miss the days when I would meet friends
I am a lonely soul like the prisoners;
Everyone is grown up I am hopeless

I miss you, I miss your memories
I miss you, I miss our love stories
I feel so down, I needed your arms;
Nothing is left to me, I am loveless

You are the morning ray
into my dreaming eyes
I enjoy you every day
as my early sunrise

You are the blooming flower
in my teeming garden
I delight in your scent
as the adoring bees

You are the gentle shower
on my yearning skin
I cherish your drizzle
as the green leaves

You are the moonlight
in my dark night
I relish your surging tide
as the ocean waves

You are the bright star
in my broken sky
I love you so much
more than anyone else

I feel so hurt
as you pass me
without making eye contact

I feel injured
as you walk by me
without exchanging a word

Your silence and petty distance
Your space and this aloofness
leave me wounded

Your arrogance and faint grimace
Your coldness and callousness
pain me indeed

You don't feel me, who then will
I loved you all, I do still
You can't get me, who then will
You all hate me, I do feel

You're my hopes, you're dreams
as the river and the streams
You're my heart, you're breaths
like the soul and its depths

You have broken my heart
while you're everything to me
Though I have taken it easy;
I am dull and you are bright

You've forgotten your promises to me
I wanted to be your shadow, and I want to be
I have been living with your memories
where I have found love and peace!

I do feel so empty
I do feel so distant
I know I'm not pretty
but I'm so different

I am very lonely
I am very hesitant
I know I'm not jolly
but I'm so tolerant

Maybe I am not holy
and I have no talent
I know I'm so silly
but I'm so persistent

My voice is not pitiful
and I don't look elegant
I know I'm not beautiful
as you really want

I know I am not lovely
and I am not insolent
I know I am so ugly
but I try to be innocent

I know no one loves me
but only my parent
All are devils around me
and I am the opponent

How could you leave me alone
We had been together for years
How could you hurt me, baby
When my eyes are full of tears

We were a beautiful pair
No, no, it's not fair
I can't believe
We're no longer together

How did you forget me
Could you let me know
How happy you are now
I want to know

I can't see you around me
but always feel you inside
Each path reminds me of you
How long we walked side by side

Do you look the same
in the heavenly showers
Have you kept your name
as the divine flowers

Let me stay some more days
I have left some promises
Let me live some more days
I have left some dreams!

Let me gaze upon your smile
I have left a few days to die
Let me be free for a while
One last time I want to fly!

I have replaced my heart
with your memories
Now they work for me
like the live scenarios.

I have lost my soul in you
and forgotten me, darling
I open my eyes to you
and I do this every morning!

Even then you leave me alone
then I have no complaint
just let my soul pray for you
with the early sunshine.

Could you listen to me just once
before saying goodbye
Would you  give me one last chance
before winging to the sky!

Dying is easier than the hurt of your silence
Blaming is more painful than the clearance
I can't deal anymore with my broken heart
You have done your job, let me do my part!

I promise you, I won't bother you anymore
If I am so hurt, I won't knock on your door
I want you not to be harassed by the broker
Listen to me, I'm so pleased with your favor.

Touch me once and feel how I'm burning up
When you're gone how will I pick your gifts up
Please, forgive me if you don't see me around
My soul will fly with what I have already found!

I can't stop my tear
I can't overcome my fear
I'm burning in a flare
It wasn't my desire!

I can't think of my past
I can't help anymore
I can't deal with my abuse
but at the suicidal door!

What's wrong with me
How I became your options
You sip me like a bee
and play with my emotions!

Why society is the issue
Why my family is selfish
How could you blame me
when you made me ******!

You threw me into the darkness
and took my breath away
Now I want to be stainless
Now I want to be sinless
Please, give me a new day!

You still live in my broken heart
then who comes into your dream
I have prayed for you, darling
but someone else won the game!

How will I walk by the ocean
without you in the rain,
How can be I healed, when
your love turned into pain!

Today you have left my hands
one day you will forget my name
I'll always paint your memories
tho' you've drawn me in the blame.

You'll remember me in teardrops
while I'll be dancing with the stars
then I will give you my happiness
and make you smile from Mars!

I fall for your beautiful eyes
when they're shy like a wet rose
I melt in your happy smile
because it never draws a close.

I feel sipping your sweet voice
when you speak to me,
It fills my heart with the love
as the rising tide does the sea.

I feel pretty romance for you
in the dusk at the river
when I walk side by side with you
in the light cold shower.

Your hand makes my dreams divine
with the warming touch;
Darling, I want you to be just mine
because I love you so much.

I fall for you, darling
when you smile at me
I melt into your eyes
when you look at me.

I feel your soul inside
when you walk with me
and I touch your heart
when you sit next to me.

I can feel your pain
when you are hurt
I can read your mind
though we are apart.

I can't take your tears
they make me cry
I have given you my eyes,
soon they will be dry!

I would look upon you
in the moon night,
while you will be holding
my hands so tight.

Let me draw your eyelashes
when they speak to me;
Would you wish me, baby
as the flower does the bee!

Maybe I have no heart as you do
That's why you don't love me
Maybe I have no soul as you do
That's why you don't care about me!
Maybe I am not perfect for you
That's why you don't respond to me!

I'll keep my promise when I did
I'll remember you till my last breath
I'll love you, darling, as I do yet
I'll pray for you till I'm alive on earth!
But maybe I'm nothing to you, baby
That's why you always ignore me!

I care about you; it's my pleasure
I do love you; it's my happiness
I think of you, though I'm hopeless
I dream of you; there, I'm a failure!
I wouldn't ask you to love me back
I would you not to blame me!

Let me draw my dreams
in your brown eyes
Let my soul smile always
on your happy face!

Let my mind be colored
in your colors
Let my empath heart sink
for your tears!

Let me follow your shadow
in the morning ray
Let me pray for you, baby
every new day.

I let the moon go away
when you smile at me
I forget my raceway
when you're onto me.

Darling, keep smiling
as you always do;
You know the answer as well
when I do love you!

I'm broken, darling, I'm broken
I'm frozen, darling, I'm frozen
I would quit my life often
when I think you are taken!

Who wish to help me out
I am going down
in the dark zone of the ocean!
Baby, it's an ocean of separation!

How could you slice my heart
when I trusted you
How did you make my eyes cry
when I loved you!

Who'd have a glance at me
when I've lost my crown
in the deep of impression on you!
Baby, it's a pain of impression!

I won't wait for you
when you're done with me
when you're done!
I wouldn't blame you
though you're gone
Darling, you're gone!

I wish no one would hurt me again
No one will play with my emotions!
You are taken already; you're taken
I am broken, darling, I am broken!

Let me be a drop
of monsoon rain
Let me feel your lips
once again.

This love of your
green shyness
makes me alive
from loneliness.

Let me forget the pain
of drought
Let me be with you
just to get wet.

Your dancing barefoot
in raindrops
makes my eyes cool
and fills my hopes.

Let me be your
mountain shower
Let me flow down
in your deep river.

This bride of clouds
and lightning flash
means, it's going to rain
to make nature fresh.

Could you turn my pain
into love again
Could you touch my skin
like a drop of rain

Please, don't treat me
like an unknown person
Please, let me be happy
in your prison

Could you hear me, please?
Would you answer me, please

Do you still enjoy the sunset
as we did before
Do you remember me there yet
or not anymore

No, I can't deal
with my emotion
No, I won't stop my eyes
to be an ocean

Would you relive my memories
Could you fix my broken heart, please

Do you miss me
as I miss you in the moonlight
Do you cry for me
as I do for you every night

I can't live
with this pain of separation
Day after day
I'm falling into the omission

Could you feel me, please?
Will you come back to me, please?

I would like to sing
in the morning
like a wild bird
You can take my song
as your rousing
or leave me a gird!

I sing not to make you jocular
I sing not to make you bother
I sing, 'cause it's my nature!

I would like to fly
in the vast sky
on my own wings
You can be jealous
but I am endless
with all my feelings.

I sing for the green nature
I sing for the flowing river
I can sing, it's my pleasure!

I like to be free from
one tree to another tree,
where I find happiness.
You can be like me
if you want to be.
The space is boundless!

I find you in the moon night
while you smile with the stars
I see you in the sunrise
whereas you bloom with the flowers.

I draw you in my eager eyes
on the ocean beach
and I get the surprise
when you look at me more than twice!

I follow your shadow
when you go for a morning walk
I gaze up to your window
whenever you remove the balk.

One day you will hear my heart
and let me know your answer
I am waiting for the happy day
when you'll take my request as a lover!

Oh, martyrs of my clime, please, forgive me!
I couldn't grab your sacrifice in my chest
I don't know how much you curse me,
I apologize to you, please, take my request!

This heart did not feel the liveliness
even didn't get any respect;
That is my irresponsibility.
This is not my credit but an insult!

I don't draw that dream as you did
I don't know why there's no brotherhood!
My green homeland is in the hands of robbers.
And there're no conflicts with the enemies!

After everything, we hug the killers
Society is depressed about nakedness.
We turn the bullets to our brothers
whereas the leader is selfish and ruthless!

To tell your story isn't just my responsibility;
I will make your dreams come true for sure.
If my restless soul can represent yours
then the blood of Bengali will succeed with this nationality!

Today the shady grove is full of flowers
what was surrounded only in sins!
Everyone's heart is swaying with joy
after came true the dream of a hundred years.

Today the promise is at the top
There're no tears but only relief!

There was- the courage of mothers,
the patience of new brides,
the pain of losing smiles of sisters
and the sacrifice of  Bengali!

How insomnia and starvation!
How thirst panic and self-numb!
Finally, the sun has smiled at the nation
and young heroes are happy in triumph!

I feel you inside me
though you are not with me
No one can find you
but I can see you next to me!

You aren't far away from me
You are in my heartsore
You aren't behind my eyes
but always in my tears!

I can't forget you; it's difficult for me
I still love you as I did before.
I'm not asking you to come back to me
but you could love me some more!

You still come in my dreams
and make me smile
I still read your love poems
and follow your style.

Your moon shines in my sky
It will never depart away.
You'll remember me when I die
Just forgive me that day!

I didn't hold your hand
to leave you alone
I would have a piece of land
nearby your home,
and I'll see you every day.

I didn't draw your eyes
to erase them from my heart
I would color your dreams
like you want,
and I'll make you happy anyway.

Your smile shines on my face
I am impressed,
How do you always smile?
You are blessed
and I found you on the Milky Way.

I'm hurt, but I don't feel any sore
Just let me gaze upon you
a little bit more
You know how much I love you!
And I'd melt in you this way.

Happy birthday to you,
Barbara, happy birthday!
Let your pretty face smile
every night and every day!

You're a heavenly restless soul
who lives in everyone's heart!
You are the wings of an angel
who brings peace with voice art!

Who can stop loving you?
Who would leave you alone?
No one can hurt you;
You are a message of heaven!

Stay safe and fight to live long
This community needs you!
God won't call you before long
'Cause every soul loves you!

God, no one else is precious like you
even no one else is generous like you!
You are the one and only forever!

You keep gold under the soil
and save the crop in its veil;
You give honey in the flower.

The moon and stars kiss the night
The morning sun blooms daylight;
God, you roll the waves in the river.

You swing the clouds in the skies
and blow the winds in the trees;
Lord, you float the ship on the water.

God, you rush the heavy rain down
or raise the long drought often;
You make the morning dewy in the winter.

The sweet waterfall in the mountains
The full moon and pretty moonshine,
Everything is yours, Lord, you have no partner!

Do you still read my poems?
Do you still think of my words?
Do you still walk alone in silky hair?
Do you still talk with a sweet smile?
I still miss you with tears in my eyes.
Your love still wakes up in my heart!

Do you still enjoy the morning rays?
Do you still paint the evening sight?
Do you still sing in the tune I did?
Do you still dance barefoot?
I cry for you and I blame myself;
I still have pain from your departure!

How beautiful the dewy mornings were with you
by wrapping us together hidden in a shawl!
How sweet the spring afternoons were with you
by breaking every bond in love!
Maybe raindrops make your shiny face shy
and my thirst still sips your drawn love.
I can't think of your sudden separation!

I would better go home
where lives my mom,
I miss my green village
there I find my early age.
Let me go home betimes
I'm dying for my mom!

Oh, fresh morning breeze,
Make my friends happy
I will join them soon
at the river bank bridge.
Oh, busy city streets,
Lemme walk to the way of home!

I'm thirsty of freshwater;
I'm looking for the river
where I swam earlier
with boundless pleasure.
I want to be lost in the grove
where wild birds have freedom.

Oh, my heavenly village
I wish your morning flower
I'd talk in my local language
like the villagers do forever.
Let me walk on dewy grass
by the growing farm.

Let me go back home
My dreams live there
Let me meet my mom
who gave me nature.
Let me go there early
where I am from!

How deep love in your eyes
I drown in there
How do you smile always?
Where I find pleasure.

How loving your shy lips
How sweet your cheeks
I draw them in my dreams,
I ask you in my prayer!

Could you give me a place
in your kind heart
there I'll have sinless peace.
I wish you in my desire!

How righteous your beliefs
with a pious soul
I have changed my thoughts
as your holy scripture.

Dear, let me walk with you,
where you found heaven
Give me some light of you,
what I'm looking for!

The moon shines on the salt rivers
but you don't smile at me anymore
The honey bee sings for the flowers
but you do not knock on my door!

The rain falls down upon green nature
but you don't look at my eager eyes
The yellow bird sings in a pleasure
but you don't fly in my dream skies!

I didn't wish your departure
I wanted your happiness
I don't think of my future
I think of your goodness!

You aren't with me, but I feel you inside
I don't blame you but feel a burning inside
You still have a place in my broken heart;
But I can't believe now we're so far apart!

No, you can't leave me alone this way
I know, you will miss my love one day
Maybe that day you'll find me in heaven
Darling, my love is true and it'll happen!

You're the silent pain in my heart
I can't forget you,
You are tears in my tired eyes
I can't hold it in!

You are my elusive dreams
and heartburn like the ocean.
You're the hurts of my broken wings
I can't fly in the sky!

My eyes are filled with your glance
Your words make my heart dance.
You are my memory and pursuit
I can't stay away from you!

You are melted with my soul
I lost myself in your smell.
You are my secret romance;
I can't say that easily!