The scars on my body,
Dont represent my pain,
Or my suffering,
Beneath each one is a story,
Of how it took me to get here.

On the outside,
I look like every over wall,
Strong and stable,
But really I'm broken,
I let people in,
So that they can confide in me,
Building their walls with my one bricks,
Piece by piece seeing myself fade,
I can't even recognise myself anymore.

When have I ever said I'm great,
And actually ever meant it,
Someday I'll wonder if I'll ever actually be alright,
It feels live I've capsized,
And can't get out,
I'm breaking myself down to build other people up,
It's feeling that there will be nothing left,
Emotions aren't felt,
Feeling weaker,
Is there even a point.

Drifting through,
Taken away by the stream,
Not knowing how far I've gone,
Or how to go back,
Vulnerable,
Lost,
Alone,
No path to go down,
Nowhere to go,
Slowly sinking,
Only when I've hit will I know,
how far I've drowned.

Whe spend our lives limited,
Living over the same routine,
Day in day out,
And for what gain?

So today I'm stepping out of that box.

I think I'm falling for you,
And now I think you know,
But I don't think we know,
What that truly means for us,
I feel that now I can love again,
But I can't see myself with anyone but you,
This isn't  going to end well,
That I know for sure,
But thats what happens,
When friendships on the line.