im surrounded by demons
who **** on my happiness
cant u see them?

I found solace in your arms
I came from a dark place
and got out
was it complete?
was it strong?
No.
but I learnt
that life is crooked
that sitting by a brook
and watching,
would never happen
the world thought
that it could play a trick
that it could never see
the cruelty
life was blown out
like a flicker of a flame

at the end
love becomes hate

i hate ths
I've given up on me
its time you give up too
there is no point.
dont waste ur time
on me
i didnt waste it on me

strike me hard
across the face
just this once.

you say u do nothing
but somehow
u always end up
doing everything

ur arms are wrapped around someone
who's not me
u give light kisses on someone else's
cheek
u hold someone's hand and kiss
the back of it
i am the green monster of jealousy who
sees all of this from a distance

lead me on
then leave me
halfway