I'm sorry,
I can't help this, it's something I keep saying to myself.
I'm just very afraid,
Of what anyone has to say.
On one hand you hurt me,
On the next, I don't want him to.
Your love was all I had left,
When my life met a sunken end.

He was never given a chance.

Beauty blossoming on display,
Emerging grace from elegancy.
Creative sparks illuminating us,
Kingdoms born from illicit loves.
You're an inspiration to me.

Moments of pure magic,
I shared between you and I.
Chances of love, eyes drop,
Heavenly gazes, lovestruck faces.
Astounding starlight patterns show,
Even within the dark, we create light,
Love shared between you and I.

There are many ways,
I want to say sorry.

I'm sorry for being so quick,
To cut you off from my heart.
I grabbed the scissors of fate,
Snipping our wire in the dark.

I'm sorry for being so rash,
Barely holding myself back.
I would leave you confused,
As my glared reminders stayed.

I'm sorry for how I act,
I can't control it, it's unfair.
You understood after all,
Maybe we're not so unalike.

I'm sorry for being so blunt,
Saying it without a warning in sight.
You smiled at a compliment then
To see I meant love at that time.

I'm sorry I'm so cowardly,
I never anticipated this moment.
Everyone reassures me it's natural,
That it's okay. But I still feel guilty.

I'm sorry, I fell in love with you,
I really tried not to,
The last thing you need is me,
Bothering you all eternity.