There are many ways,
I want to say sorry.

I'm sorry for being so quick,
To cut you off from my heart.
I grabbed the scissors of fate,
Snipping our wire in the dark.

I'm sorry for being so rash,
Barely holding myself back.
I would leave you confused,
As my glared reminders stayed.

I'm sorry for how I act,
I can't control it, it's unfair.
You understood after all,
Maybe we're not so unalike.

I'm sorry for being so blunt,
Saying it without a warning in sight.
You smiled at a compliment then
To see I meant love at that time.

I'm sorry I'm so cowardly,
I never anticipated this moment.
Everyone reassures me it's natural,
That it's okay. But I still feel guilty.

I'm sorry, I fell in love with you,
I really tried not to,
The last thing you need is me,
Bothering you all eternity.

You're dressed soft and warm,
You let out a smile around me,
It's all I need to see.

You'll speak about how you adore,
The pictures moving on the walls,
It's all I need to hear.

Your demeanor is tall and defensive,
But in similarity to one of a bear,
It's all I need to feel.

Sensations of water rushing through,
In a wonderful, melodic way,
It's all I need to smell.

The warmth you give when you cook,
The smell and tastes that excite me...
It's all I need to taste.

I yearn, so badly...
Is it too late for you to touch me?

You brought me dreams,
From rigid pain.
One that I hope,
You'll grow free of again.

The sunflowers are blooming,
For the first time again.
My mind has raised higher,
Into aspiring false fates.
My heart is warmer,
It fills my eyes with tears.

I've made a million mistakes,
You weren't one of those.
You brought me joy,
Overwhelming support.

Soon it'll be true,
I cannot wait.
To see and touch,
Your face again.