As the rain starts to pour,
I feel as if I drift away in it.
Drifting to escape my trap.
One I have created all these years
and now it seems I can't escape it.
So now I let my self drift away
hoping to escape my creation.
I want to be able to forget
to forget your eyes,
to forget your smile,
to forget your lips,
to forget your laugh,
to forget your touch,
I just want to forget you.
What if you could forget,
forget all the bad days.
All those bad decisions.
All the things you wish
you could be able to erase,
would you be able to do it?
Would you be willing
to erase what made you stronger.
What made you a fighter.
What are you willing to lose
in order to forget those moments.
What I want is might be cliche but **** it, it's what I want not what you want. Laugh if you want cause I won't care, I'm a hopeless romantic in a word that is constantly trying to break down those who dare to hope. I want passion, I want an electrifying touch, a passionate kiss, a comforting hug, and warm cuddles next to someone on bad days. I want what I have been promised, not really promised by someone in particular but it is what I know I deserve. I know I have my flaws, we all do. But the thing is I work every day to fix those flaws I have.
come from anywhere and
at any time. How when you least
expected you can be inspired in a way that
changes your day and even your life. How even
in your darkest moments, you can find the light and
get out of the darkness that has surrounded you.
To a place where the world has endless
possibilities just waiting, all within
reaching distance. All we have
to do is find that light and
I'm losing my last grasp
on what we come to know
as a reality for so many years
and with that, I let go and fall,
fall to all the unknown, a void
to a road not paved, a future
full of unknown and I can't
help but smile at the ideas
of endless possibilities.
For the first time in 22 years
I get to move on my own terms.
I get to finally make a place my own.
Somewhere where I don't feel trapped,
trapped by those walls you build long ago.
In a room where I hid day and night
making it harder for us to connect.
So now I'm finally moving all on my own.
To be able to find a way to find myself.
To find who I am away from all of you
and with this space and time I am creating,
I hope to bring us all back together again.
Building the bridge that should have been built
A bridge that was forgotten and left unstarted.
And now we get to build what we once forgot.