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i will never be
what everyone wants me to be
what everyone expects of me
all i'll ever be is me

a drop in the sea
in the vast ocean of humanity
not a theory or conspiracy
all i'll ever be is me

can you imagine how free
that feeling can be
to fake it through there's no need
when all i'll ever be is me
I'm broke and ugly
And she's starting to hate me,
I'm tall and hungry
And she's always annoyed at me,

I'm genuinely useless
And I guess she's getting fed up,
I'm absolutely clueless,
When will she freak out

She might be too tired
Coz' I'm showing too much pride,
She might be too sick
Of my hideous and selfish ways and wishes
She keeps a lot of things to herself even if she's hurt she keeps on smiling and that scares me coz she might explode like a bomb
I wanna go far, far from this animosity
Far enough where no one can see me
So far that no one can hear me,
Way too far that I won't know anybody

I wanna go away,
but I can't find the right way
I wanna go so far away,
Where the unwanted children like me plays
Meagan, Quidnishia, and Pam marched in
Dressed to the nines
(Unlike the other 5-daze)
Amens traded for
"How may I help you today?"
I'll be walking til' I can,
To reach my destination which I can
It doesn't matter what time it is
I'll keep moving forward until I can

I'll play a song in my head
I'll feel the breeze with every breath
I'll watch the cars that'll pass me by
And they wish if I'll hitch-hike
Yellow, yellow, yellow, yellow!
It is not a color.
It is summer!
It is the wind on a willow,
the lap of waves, the shadow
under a bush, a bird, a bluebird,
three herons, a dead hawk
rotting on a pole—
Clear yellow!
It is a piece of blue paper
in the grass or a threecluster of
green walnuts swaying, children
playing croquet or one boy
fishing, a man
swinging his pink fists
as he walks—
It is ladysthumb, forget-me-nots
in the ditch, moss under
the ****** of the carrail, the
wavy lines in split rock, a
great oaktree—
It is a disinclination to be
five red petals or a rose, it is
a cluster of birdsbreast flowers
on a red stem six feet high,
four open yellow petals
above sepals curled
backward into reverse spikes—
Tufts of purple grass spot the
green meadow and clouds the sky.
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