I'm so tired
I'm sad...
He didn't see my sadness
& told me U don't practice...????
he is a good teacher...
& I like him so much..
but he has never been understand  me...
has never been like me...
has never been try to pleasure me...
he made me to hate my lesson...
I wish u were kinder...
& more be careful to behave the student respect U...
I leave your good class although I love it...
i can't forgive her for not understanding...
Don't forget I couldn't sleep some nights...
Just because U made me crying...!

that was the worst pain
they were in the plain

that was an evil night
but devil was out of sight

they sat near each other
without mother or father

start to say about
sth that they never thought

he started to kiss her
but actually god was there

now they are sad & worry
left each other & they are sorry

who can understand what i feel
every one think is not a big deal

what should i do & what should i say
write some poems or write an essay

I should be happy but  i am not...
oh...here is scorching hot...

i want to cry...
no one cant feel my heart
so i should die...

i want to fly...
but on the sly...

maybe no one like my poems...
it s because no one feel my heart...
it is my problem...

i m so sad... sometimes i speak to myself..
others think i m mad...

my friend is my inner child...
i like her a lot...

some times she make fun of me
& i laugh a lot....

I want to write poem tonight...
I want to run out of my sight...

To hug myself & go to hell...
To tell it bye & then it tell...

To punish myself because of my past...
God will show me my life's broadcast...

I am 19 but where is my youth...
I know where it is,I know the truth...

Don't shout myself ! Be quiet please...
Don't be angry ! breath & release...

Why should U confess,my dear heart...!
You should be silent in this part...!

It's a long time that I'm lonely
I knew the reason I wish only
You all left me because of what ?
What are your reasons to break my heart ?
I used to be alone since my childhood
But I often tried not to be in a mood...