I might be crazy
a little too obsessive
contradictory, and impulsive
but I don't know what to do
I kind of lost you
I'm ******* crazy because I'm still hung up on you
and I don't even know If I did lose you
this isn't really a poem kinda just some scattered thoughts
I doubt you think of me this much
I don't think I cross your mind
the way that you're ******* stuck in mine.
It will probably make you mad
actually, more sad
me in someone elses arms
me with other guys
how else should I fill the gaps?
how else could I distract myself?
I ******* miss my best friend
I need a friend
you broke my heart
that's a lie,
that ones on me, ana and addy
maybe that's what drove you away.
my love affair
and you know what, that's k
because I cant put you through that.
this isn't even a poem
kinda just had to get it all out
secrets just drive me insane.

I knew you
in an instant
when I saw you
pass by
like I've known you
my entire life.

We lived out
each other's lives
in one another's eyes
making love with
awkward glances
and shying smiles.

We shared the simple
yet meaningful conversations
that one has at  2 o'clock AM
all without saying a word.

It was very easy to love you
and spend my life with you,
even if it was only for an instant.

You poured the coffee
and I left the tip.