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  Dec 2024 lizie
Lost Indeed
You owe me nothing,
But I never see you typing...
I’ve never told you that I loved you,
Because you never gave me the chance.

Maybe we’re not meant to be.
Maybe we’re too young.
Maybe you’ve forgotten me,
Or maybe you never cared at all.

But I choose to get hurt every time.
It’s my decision to let my eyes cry.
I want to love you...
Like it was ever up to me.
I want to miss you...
Like I could ever be free.

You never type,
Yet I’ll always feel my heart skip when my phone vibrates.
You never call,
But I’ll always wait.
lizie Dec 2024
it’s my body that bears the proof,
a shoulder torn by the thing i adore.
the water calls me, and i answer,
though it leaves me aching to the core.

isn’t this the way of it?
the things we love demand their price.
a bicep strained, a heart undone,
each lap of joy, a sacrifice.

but i keep coming back,
to the pool, to the pain, to the hope.
even when it hurts, it’s worth it—
a lesson etched in every stroke.
my shoulder is injured from swim. how poetic
lizie Dec 2024
i told the moon my secrets,
but she turned away.
even the sky,
it seems,
cannot bear the weight of me.

i’m sorry
lizie Dec 2024
i think there’s something wrong with me
because christmas is coming,
and i’m still not happy.

christmas is coming,
and i’m supposed to feel something—
but i don’t.

is it my fault the lights
don’t shine like they used to?

i beg the season to save me,
clinging to the hope
that maybe everything will feel okay again.

but christmas is coming,
and it doesn’t feel like it’s for me.
it’s for the ones who believe,
the ones who don’t cry when the snow falls.

i don’t want to feel this way,
but i can’t remember how not to.
i long for the christmas i once had
lizie Dec 2024
i’m not doing well
will someone lend me a word that doesn’t ache?
something simple, something true—
a word to feel whole, just for a moment
lizie Dec 2024
i am the only one who knows how quietly i am disappearing
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