If the whole world hasn't felt it...the shaking earth beneath our feet.
If there is someone out there who hasn't seen it, fire dragons lightening up the air. I know how it feels to be chewed up and spat out, Yea, I know how it feels to have a knife logged into the heart, ripping through everything that was of me.

I've walked with the living dead...and slowly I'm going under. Blue skies turned grey by the sound of your name, the sound of bells, sweet songs to carry me to the grave...because I love the trauma and how my heart breaks.

I wish I could go back to the day I was pure, before I opened the door and invite you In as you feast on my soul. I was so happy, surrounded by the solitude of light... and there you were in the shadows waiting for me to close my eyes as you snatched my purity and had me embedded without putting up a fight.

When did my heart became so cold...I remember when I use to cry...now I just sat there and think of brutal ways of how to inflict pain because forever the savages shall reign, tonight I've decided that I will be going under...just to show you hell, and from that, strength I will gain.

S.B

Now that you are strip down to your lies...do you have the courage to face me.
Now that the truth is in the light...what will it be.

Words can never begin to express the excruciating pain that I feel, I am empty. The person I thought I knew just died right before my eyes and I was so numb I couldn't even cry.

Why did you lie, causing me sleepless nights...I played the fool, I was a fool for love. Now, the rusty chain you had around my heart had been broken, my heart however, is now useless.

It was her you chose, but you had me logging for your convenience. You saw my soul screaming out for help...you turned away. I'm so happy the man beneath those beautiful eyes showed. Now you are just a reflection of what was never suppose to be, I am happy you were exposed.

S.B

I can't wait for that day...that day when I look at you and feel absolutely nothing. I can't wait to show you hell, to make you feel the fire I felt. The long nights I yearned for you, your kiss from your warm tender lips.

I turned myself Inside out, breaking myself down to the core...strip myself down exposing my torn soul. It is, bruised, blister of scars that you left me with.

For the nights you left me cold, I've died a thousand times...waiting for you to come to me, to take me, make me, only for you to once more break me.

I just lie there, hopeless until you return. Every single time. My entire love story with you is Deja Vu, I just keep letting you in when I need to let you go...I've tried.

...Here I am again, Waiting, hoping that wherever you are, whoever your with...that you are safe and will be able to return in my arms. Ill be here...Until you return.

S.B

I remember how confused I use to be wanting you to love me, if you feel the way I feel. I remember days when you became ghost, nights I couldn't sleep.

If only you had known the agony of not being able to possess your soul In the most passionate ways the eyes alone won't ever see.

I told myself you will always be my dreamer, my drifter... Because you were that shadow that lurks as I foresee. My mystery I see, loving for you and me.

There is something about a man who possesses such stride with a smile within the eyes...A being that is bond to my soul, a soul that is tortured and torn...a beautiful one withhold.

...And for the first time in my life, I feel a mess, I am losing control. For the first time in my life, someone broke me down to the core and have me begging for more. I fiend for his love, I craved it... But I know I'll never have it.

I remember my dreamer, my drifter... Always away and could never stay. I wish he could've spend the days, to take my breathe away. His words may be few, but his eyes spoke it all... And even though I could hardly see myself in his eyes, I stayed there for  while.

He was my dreamer, until he drifted away from shore... Fell to another's feet and left me there needing more. I knew what power I had to capture your entire self, you didn't give me the chance to show you how beautiful loving you could of been.

I fell in love with you, for you to fall in love with someone else... And it hurts. You took my soul, travel to places no one had ever been before. My dreamer, my drifter.

S.B

You looked at me with blood in your eyes, such hopelessness as if you were on your last breath and about to die. Brown eyes, sharp smile... You drove yourself wild.

You touched my skin, It burn and I know. Because your soul was fuming with fire, your heart felt as if it was going to burst through your chest as shivers rush down your spine.

Tell me how love feels.

Do you gasp for air every time I'm near. Do you have wild vivid thoughts of kissing my lips? Do you stay up at nights with hopes so high...that you will see me in the break of daylight.

I want you to make me feel the words. Do you crumble over the thought of losing me, your heart throb so loudly you wondered if anyone can hear. You just wish I was there.

Tell me how love feels.
...because I am numb. I want you to break these chains of disappointments and ravish me in love and purity. Tell me you want me and only me, with eyes so piercing, I hope you don't run away once I stripped you down to expose your soul.

Is that how love feels? Butterflies, heartbeats and beautiful dreams. Is it real? A love that goes on for eternity. Speak love to me so I can break ever so beautifully... Down to my knees.

If that's the way love feels... How could I crush your hopes and dreams? I know what its like...to love and have it sank buried away in the mystery of seas.

So, I'll hold on to the love you give and a day at a time...I can love you endlessly.

S.B

I remembered looking into your eyes, your soul, it burned.
Something about your entire being I wanted to explore...but, I knew, I knew it was going to leave me shattered but I yearned for wild passion.

We were so high, and slowly we fell. As nights grew cold the more lonely I felt, oh how I longed for you...you never came.
The taste of you leave me wanting more...and more.

My sweet poison, up to now, thirst grew strong for you...but again you never came. I waited for the longest days and lonely nights, wondering of my wanderer's where-abouts because he was always out of sight

My poison, you left me with bitter-sweet taste in my mouth...all I wanted was for you to be there, but you were everywhere except here...near.

S.B

Let's speak love in a way that no one else could ever understand, because no one will ever understand the essence and beauty your soul brings.

Lets speak a language so familiar and compelling to each souls. They say never to question love...love is a beautiful thing if we want it to be, they say.

Love led us blind, it can left us bruised and dusty, faded and broken...love is the greatest when it is done together, love is at its best when words and emotions are combined with two souls that belonged.

It is therefore, a sea of mystery that taunts us. It can be so cold if one's reflection of affection begins to fade. But, how can one possess something so treasurable and scary, how do we take a chance to fall without the guarantee of being catch?

I want to speak love in a way that break hearts beautifully... By falling in love by sleeping and being awake. Will there ever be a day without fear of losing everything for love?

Its like slashing a vain and blood never stop pouring...I want love to unravel the core of my soul to a another who deserves it. If it can't shake me a bit, then why love?

Why love if I can't cry out for the pleasure and certainty... If It can't wine me down to purity...if it can't let me float like soft petals on the waters, sweets moments captured...mentally.

I wanna be so embedded into love the world seemed so unreal...but I want it to be at a cost where my heart mind and soul is given and is received...a love that don't have to speak because it is seen.

S.B