Hear me try
Before a ghost
Of she, them or they
Believe it or not
Crumbs make toast
Of thee, we or whey

I had two, one and none
Split personalities to please
On a timeline I grew numb
Hardship overseen

Tonight I push forward
Never killing the dream
Forgiving every sordid
Hidden memory not seen

Baby born
Knees and toes
Where is Daddy?

He has fees
Haven't
You
Been told?

Knights are nice
Simple is better
I hate twice

Needed
It's heated

I wish I was faulty
My dad didn't want me
Sorrow blurs and alter

Murmurs

Nashville Cats

I'll paint and help you
Back to model planes

It was a boy's club
And that was fine

Mental issues

I graduated without you

I've been here before
Humor me

explore

New route
Subtle doubt

fear

Stop lurking
Train stops here

okay

It smells dry skin
Lust and sin

run

Sadness doesn't own me
We are merly friends
Sadness tests me more
Now that I've put an end

I said goodbye
And goodnight

What more?

Freedom to dream
It's something I look for

But,

Sadness is my friend
And she stays around

Hugging.

Everytime I ask when?

Liquid walls distort your voice
They guide me to the undertow
Groomed to be a sacrifice
I close my eyes and let go

Haunted by tomorrow
Glued to the clock
I am not ready to swallow
A life outlined in chalk

I am underwater
People pace above my head
Ready for the slaughter
I am pronounced dead