She holds her pillow tight,
She closes those blue eyes,
She shuts out all the light,
And inside, she dies.

Wishing upon a bright star,
Her knight never comes.
Maybe he's not far.
He might come, so she waits.

Didn't think it'd take so long,
Dust is collecting on her.
She feels that she doesn't belong,
So she waits for her sir.

She see's him coming along,
The bouncing lanterns gleam.
She waited so long.
She wakes, it was just a dream.
So now she waits.

Sometimes I love it
Sometimes I hate
I'm pretty use to it
What do you think of it?

You know something?
We yell, we scream
We say nasty ol' things
To where we can't even dream

Hurts so bad when we fight
I'm sure it feels like hell
So I sit here and write
Locked up on my little cell

When we fight we runaway
So I sit here and cry
Cut our wrists, don't delay
Just sit and watch us die

We watch ourselves bleed
But yet we still fight
To stop is what we need
We need to make it right

A nail in her head,
A spike from the ground,
"Leave me be" she had said,
A knife we had found.

She sits by herself,
Doesn't talk to anyone.
Sits there and writes,
Noticing everything.

Friends that surround her,
None that are very close.
She can cause quite a stir,
This she very well knows.

So why does she ignore,
A chance to be normal?
No one does she adore,
Love to her is too formal.

We try to see her heart, but
It's not worn upon her sleeve.
We all watch her cut,
Our eyes, we can't believe.

Love's gotta be tough
It cannot be easy
Or it won't be enough

We will never understand
The power it has over us
It never goes as planned
And we make such a fuss

We try to change it
We try to fix it
Why don't we let it be?
If it is here
Then why do we fear?

Perfections we shouldn't seek
In one ear, out the other
Don't run when it's bleak
And when close, don't smother

We will never really see
That we cannot control it
So just let it be

Turn it up
Drown it out
Say your prayers
Live in doubt

Find what's yours
Don't let it stray
Find what's missing
Chase away the grey

See the light
Catch the day
Take that flight
Find a way
Fight your fight

Face your fears
Find your way
Fight your tears
Turn the other cheek

Find true love
Seek the unknown
Stand above
Turn it up

You're in love with me,
I'm in love with you,
But your love I can't see,
It's hiding in those eyes of blue.

Let your love come out.
There's no reason to hide.
Walk away from the doubt,
And come take a ride.

You told me you love me,
How come it's not showing?
This love, I can't see.
Shouldn't it be growing.

Your love is put away.
Take it out to stay.
Please my love don't delay.
Or here is where I'll lay.

Our love needs to show.
I'm sorry for my mistake.
Baby you should know,
This love, I can't fake.

Thought I was goin' no where,
But then you stood by me.
Showed me your love and care.
You crashed into me.

I'm never letting you go.
This is where I want to.
I'm just goin' with the flow,
So please stand by me.

You're what I want,
And you're what I need.
You've got everything,
For me to succeed.

Look me in these eyes of blue,
Tell me what you see.
I'm not wearin' a disguise,
So please stand by me.

I see him everywhere
He's sitting in the desk in front of me
Standing outside the door in the hall
Watching my every move
No he's not

He sits on my bed watching me sleep
Looking into my eyes when I wake up
He follows me everywhere I go
Watching my every move
No he's not

When he looks into my eyes
He see's my life, my secrets, and my soul
Sitting there thinking is what he does
Watching my every move
No he's not

Will we look back and laugh?
Look at me, tell me what you see.
Is what we're doing right?

We sit here and ignore,
What we feel inside.
What do you adore?
What will you decide?

I feel like failure has overcome,
Overcome all of my intentions,
My intentions to be with you,
To be with you has failed.

One of us will surely fall,
You will never see me crash and burn.
I stand so very tall,
So just stop and take you time.

Losing my breath won't happen today.
One day we will look back and laugh,
When you find out this isn't right.

All of my attempts have failed
Everyone can see
My plans were so detailed
But I still have my afternoon tea

Could I give it one more go
Would anybody even care

I know I am a mess
I've tried to be better
I'll just pick my favorite dress

I'll try to leave tomorrow
I hope it works this time

Would it matter at all
I'm on my knees
I know how to crawl

No need to remind me
I'll give it one more try
I'll become one with the sea
Maybe then I'll fly

Hearts break way too fast
I need some medication
If I can't have you

In my mind if I
Take one more step towards you
You say bye to me

Take a look at me
Step back and look away
Now tell me what you see
I'll tell you they're not lies

Find an open door
Tell the stories you were told
Don't fall to the floor
Show them that you are weak

Make the bed in which you lay
Walk away from all you've hurt
Find a new place to destroy
I'll meet you on the other side

Now that you have a friend
Will you do less damage?
Wait one more thing
This was just a test

He never just goes with the flow
Why is it all he does is work?
He says he loves it so
So why is it not a perk?

He doesn't love the way he use to
Nobody knows him anymore
Do you see how he looks at you?
He probably thinks it's a chore

All he wants is just to die
He cuts his wrist and watches it bleed
All he does is make people cry
His pain is no longer a little seed

Now it is his heart
That sits and wallows in the pain
Changing that way wasn't very smart
He lays there now, feeling his shame

How do I start this off?
We make promises all the time
Sometimes it's a little hard off
That's why I make all these rhymes

We look each other in the eyes
We make our promises
And then we cry

How do we make so many
But keep so few
All that I have
Is the thought of you

Don't raise that flag of white
We're making all these promises
So now we mustn't fight

So keep me from the rain
I don't wanna hear that thunder
Save me from the pain
Let's make another

I need to know
Is it still true
Do I still make you glow
Or are you through

You said I'm a dream girl
That no one could compare
You said I was a pearl
You said I was rare

Where have you gone
Why aren't you here
It's almost dawn

We made a promise
I didn't take it lightly
You were my Adonis
I was your Aphrodite

My heartbeat is starting to slow
I'm starting to not see
I just want to know
Are you thinking of me?

It lays in bed all day,
Wallowing in the pain.
I try to clear my head,
But then I go insane.

Try to convince myself it's over,
But I can't let go of the past.
Always he was there,
But then he left so fast.

Everywhere I see him,
I can't take the silence.
Just want to be with him.
I am growing way to tense.

He is stuck in my mind,
Haunting all my dreams,
Invading all my thoughts,
And planning all these schemes.

All these schemes to torture me,
He does it everyday.
All these tears he cannot see,
Falling from a sky so grey.

Day and night I put up a fight,
To stop the tears falling down my face.
I have to stop what is not right,
Or I will end up a disgrace.

You saw them everyday
Had conversations with them
They were your best friend
But now they're gone

Holding you tight in their arms
Keeping all of your secrets
Saw for you when you were blind
But now they're gone

They are in your heart forever
They will always be your love
They will always love you
But now they're gone

Watching them from a far
Do you dare go back?
They waited for you
But now they're gone

Take me home tonight
Don't let me out of your arms
Not even when we see the morning light

I want to hear you breathe
With a force of a hurricane
My heart you did sheathe
Now I smile in the rain

Hold me down
Let's skip this town

Let's live our life
Let's start today
No need for strife
I won't let you get away

Our own rules we will make
But we just can't break

Don't miss this chance
These feelings you can't cage
It's the perfect romance
Taken to a new stage

We'll fight the light
We don't need tomorrow
Take me home tonight

Sugar coated
Polk-a-dotted
Love is all I need

From my head to my toes
All I need is some love

Wrapped in paper or
Different flavors
Love is all I need

Give it to me in a poem
Send it off to me at home

Find it under your bed
Get it though your head!
Love is all I need

We all hide it inside,
Letting it burn into the morning light.
Let it out? Yeah we've tried,
But it's a constant fight.

Lying in your lovers arms,
It's your only true and safe place.
You can't hear any alarms,
And you only see their face.

We have all cried and cried,
All throughout the night.
Kids are attempting suicide,
Because they feel nothing is right.

So why do they sit and observe?
They sit and watch us bleed,
And they pick out graves to reserve.
Pills? No, love is what we need.

God puts her to the test
Every hour of every day
Doesn't give her a second to rest
Even tests her in the bed she lays

She looks around, no one's there
She looks so close and looks so far
Everyone's gone, it's just not fair

She fights for attention
She longs to be free
She has an infection
That is the depression, you see

Send her an angel
She's all by herself

It was like yesterday
Driving in my car
No need to pray
I don't need a wishing star

That night was ours
We held it in our hands
Lying under the stars
Lying in the sands

I can still feel your arm
Wrapped around me
You're loaded with charm
You make me feel free

I found light in your eyes
Safety in your arms
You told me no lies
Just protected me from nights harms

There were no secrets
You kept me from the cold
While I lay on your chest
That night I hold

I wish you would leave,
Just walk out that door.
You poison the air we breathe.
You make us weep on the floor.

Do you really care like he does?

You push and shove us,
'Till we fall to the floor.
You cause such a fuss,
Just walk out that door.

Can you fend for yourself?

Don't you look to that floor.
Was this the time of your life?
Just walk out that door,
And I'll lend you my knife.

Hey you just listen to me
I'll tell you what I want from you
It's what's inside that you can't see
Perfections you seek but there are few

You hold all my secrets inside
Is that not enough for you?

What's the deal with this?
I give you all of me
But all you do is hiss
It's time to set me free

Just let go of my hand
Please forget my face

You go on your way
I'll lead the life of my own
There's nothing left to say
I just want you to leave me alone

It all will go away.
The pain and the memories,
The faces and the places,
And the shadows of the day.

The leave like no tomorrow,
They don't even say good-bye..
They just leave me here,
And I'm left with sorrow.

I'm left all alone,
Without anymore words.
Everything goes away,
This I've always known.

I'm done with trying,
I won't make them stay.
It no longer hurts,
I'm done crying.

No tears from my eyes of blue,
I've grown quite use to this,
Because it all just leaves,
Even you.

I'm right in front of you
Are you blind to the truth
I wish you just knew
We're slowly losing our youth

I can't stay much longer
Why can't you just see
Together we can be stronger
Please let it be

If you don't want this
Please tell me now
But I'm right here in front of you
I'd understand if you want to dismiss
But I couldn't see how

I am here for you
But I won't always be here
Our days are few
Our lives we should endear

I won't be here long
I'm turning away my eyes of blue
I'll sing my last song
And say good-bye to you

With a kiss so cold, tears so hot.
Heart pounding fast, it just may pop.

Fear and regret, forgive and forget.
So much to handle, I'm in a fret.

Living a lie, or not seeing the truth?
Living in fear, or not forgiving you?

Love you, or live forever?
My heart you will keep, to hold and to treasure.

Dream of you? I want to.
I want to, to be with you.

Dying fast, I want you here with me.
Hold your breath, remember the past.

Keep on dreaming, dreaming of a better place.
Let go of my hand, just forget my face.

It's my choice,
Not someones demand.
I do it for me,
I don't do it for you.

It's a way for me to come out,
Come out from behind this wall.
You like to fill me with doubt,
And you try to make me fall.

I am here for me,
I am not here for you.
I can set myself free,
I'm just someone you thought you knew.

You can walk away now,
You don't have to stay her.
Go on and say ciao,
You own life you should endear.

I do this for me,
I don't do this for you.
This is something you just can't see,
But you're gonna have to.

They told me to pray
But I'm not sure it's enough
How am I suppose to just pause my day
And wish gone the hard stuff

They said that you would be here
All I had to do is bow my head
But you're still up there
And I am close to dead

I was told I just need to believe
What am I suppose to believe in?
It's almost time for me to leave
I'm sorry but I'm about to sin

They said you would be with me
But now the truth I certainly can see

He now let's not cry
You just gotta be strong
Why do you wanna die?
Does this all feel wrong?

Look at the people who care
They're right in front of you
Love is what they share
Don't you have a clue?

You hide all of this pain
I want to take it away
I want to stop the rain
What do you say?

Baby please stop your tears
Hope you know I love you
I wanna take away your fears
Let's make a happier you

For you I'll always be here
Please just take my hand
Stop your crying my dear
Please don't feel like you're ******

He wakes me up,
With a kiss so cold,
It makes me jump,
His mind is bold.

We play these games,
No fun they are.
Me he blames,
It's gone too far.

The world spins,
We're gonna die.
He who grins,
Will not fly.

The heavens above,
Won't let us in.
We see a dove,
And fake a sin.

The world we leave,
We leave behind,
Nothing to grieve,
New life to find.

I'm sorry for the pain.
I'm sorry for the tears.
Sorry for putting you in the rain,
And giving you those fears.

I see now the hurt I gave you.
I just can't live with myself.
Tears fell from those eyes of blue.
How did you not **** yourself?

I just may go insane.
Now I must feel the pain,
Deep under this shirt.

To the world do I say bye,
Or with you can I stay?
Do I let out a big sigh,
And pick the place I will lay?

She is your one true love
At least that's what you said
Is this love now dead?
What lies was she fed?

Look straight into her eyes
Do you see how she cries?
**** herself? Yeah she tries
How so you feel about that?

Did you wast your time on her?
She thought your love was real
He love, was that a nice steal
Hos you think you make her feel?

She see's you and has a smile
She does that every once in a while
When she doesn't we put it on file
Please don't let your love me a lie

You're just like a tattoo
But all this time you liked her
Deep down I always knew
But I was never really sure

She makes you so happy
But with you I belong
Now I feel really ******
'Cause I knew all along

It doesn't feel the same
She's still in your heart
Take away this pain
From her you must part

Please just look at me
And know we can't part
But if that you can't see
Then just know you're in my heart

If you want to you can save me.
You can take me away from here.
Show me what I can't see.
Take away what I fear.

If you want to, you can.
Climb over this wall.
I hope you have a plan,
Because I'm about to fall.

I'm hiding in a dark place,
I want you to take me away.
I need a familiar face,
Because all I see is grey.

I'm sure you know how to,
Probably the only one who does honey.
All of this you already knew,
So please make my skies sunny.

My stomach cannot take it.
Take me away from the pain.
No more can I handle.
I'm stuck in the endless rain.

I lose myself in that blue
Every time it takes my breath away
I'll never lose any interest
I can look at them all day
They are my special place
They bring you lots of charm
Talking for you when you're silent
With those you cannot harm
Instead you steal peoples attention
I wish I had that power
I wish that I knew
My attention you devour
With just one look at me
You send my heart into a race
Whenever I need a thrill
I just look at your face
It's so hard to look away
It's so easy to look in
I can't help but stare
This should be a sin
I can't tear my eyes away
Through them I see so much light
You have so much soul
This is an amazing sight

She knows what's gonna happen
Gonna get a little rough
In between these sheets of satin

No clothes, take 'em off
Let's touch real hard
This behavior people will scoff
A movie, you and I starred

Forget the world
I know how you like it
Get on that bed
Show the world
All the candles are lit

I can feel her bare skin
And her lips on mine
If this is a sin
It sure feels fine

Make me moan
Give it to me that way
When we are alone

Do you ever think about it?
I dream about it.
How will I leave this place?
Will they remember my face?

I believe it's normal to think,
To think about a way.
How will I leave this world?
When will be the day?

Many people can't handle the thoughts,
They can't bear to hear the noise.
They can't think of how the body rots,
The bug, and the corpses it destroys.

Getting placed into the cold and dark,
I dream of how it will be.
On top my grave may turn into a park,
Children stumbling round up above.

I dream about it all the time,
What will happen when I pass?
Are theses thoughts a crime?
How am I gonna die?

The reason your wrists bleed
The reason your tears fall
The worries you don't need
When I'm the one you call

Can't stand to hear your cry
I'm the reason for your pain
The reason you want to die
You cut just to feel sane

Tell me how to make this right
I cause you pain, don't deny
You cry all through the night
"Please, why can't I die?"

They ask people what's wrong with me
And they always stare
I just want to be free
Doesn't anybody care?

Everyday I lay here
Wishing away the pain
They don't know what I fear
I'm sure they think I'm insane

So many times I must say
"Leave me alone"
The price they'll have to pay
For attempting to turn me into a clone

I try to dodge their stares
When they say I don't belong
Here in this world of theirs
So now I say so long

I'm not sure of the feeling
Whether it be good or bad
But it is my heart you're stealing

I like the effect you give
It makes me feel alive
It gives me a reason to live

When I am around you
There are no other faces
I don't know what to do
My heart just races

No more can I sleep
I just lie there awake
These feelings run deep

Where do I stand
Where do we go
These answers I demand

Your run through my veins
I can't get you out of my head
I will be bound in chains
When this poison does spread

Every attempt has failed
I've bled so much
So many toxins I've inhaled
Still my heart it doesn't touch

My body is quite strong
What am I doing wrong

I need a quick fix
An easy way out
No more tricks

My time left isn't long
I'm singing my last song

This is a nightmare
Without a doubt
I can't stand this air

I'm living in fear
The devil lives near

I count to three
No matter what I can't die
These drugs won't **** me
But I still try

Every night I think of you.
Sit there holding my pillow tight.
Wishing I was with you,
All the way through the night.

You're always in my mind.
Don't think you've ever left it.
You know love isn't so blind.
I can see right through it.

My mind is all a mess.
My thoughts are all of you,
This and that I must confess,
I'm so in love with you.

Sometimes at night I cry out for you,
But you're never there.
I always want to be with you,
It's just not fair.

I love you always and forever.
My love will always grow.
I shall leave you never,
That you need to know.

Never yes,
Nor no.
They never confess,
What I want to know.

They leave me hanging,
By the thread of my chair.
They hear my heart banging,
But they don't even care.

They come into my life,
And stir up the butterflies.
It always ends up in a strife,
And someone always cries.

I'm never enough,
They're always too much.
Their love is just a bluff,
But love, I almost touch.

I'm never a no.
I'm no longer a baby.
I'm never a yes.
I'm just a maybe.

I hear the voices inside my mind
They say I've done nothing right

I must shut them out
I cannot live in doubt
Why does it bother me?
What can I not see?

I hide the scars
And I live in fear

God please save me now
Wake me up inside
Don't make me take my bow
Please God just decide

I now sit here and wait
Wondering what will be my fate

Take a look at her,
I'll tell you some things,
Some things you'll never figure out,
Because she likes to hide them inside.

Nobody knows why,
She sits around and cries at home.
She likes to sit in the dark,
And she doesn't answer her phone.

Would you ask her what is wrong?
Would you fight her fight,
Tell her good-bye and so long?
Or would you make everything right?

Can you pick up her pieces,
Put the puzzle back together?
She looks to you for comfort,
Please don't let her down.

The key to her heart,
Is now in your hands.
Hold it tight and smart and
Don't drop it out of your hands.

Find a warm place to keep it,
Maybe right next to yours.
It's a little broken from all the s*,
But she is giving you what's left of it.

You are not my master.
This you should now see.
I will not be a disaster.
i will set myself free.

You will be shut out.
You don't have any power.
This you cannot doubt,
My life, you can't devour.

15 thousand tears I've cried,
But no longer will they fall down.
My happiness you've denied,
But now you will drown.

I've wasted my time on you.
I've watched my life pass by.
You know what I have to do.
Tonight, you will die.

Big or small
They tell a story
On someone short or tall
It's something about glory
Or how they had to crawl

Some people look away
Some people look in disbelief
Some forget that day
Others live in grief

Wounds to heal
Days to forget
Times to kneel
No time to sweat

They may never share
Of that tragic day
Or they may not even care
About what you have to say

We give them space
We look to the stars
We don't look at their face
We just leave them with their scars

Look at me now
Look at me and see
See what you really wanna know, feel, and be
But you could never be me, no
Matter how hard you try, no
Matter how sick you get, no
Matter how many risks you take,
Or when you get pinched

Throw your hands in the air
Throw your money out the window

No one really cares, no one ever really does
They'll throw their hands in the air and your love out the window
They'll look you in the eyes and
You'll fall hard and see what I've been saying all along

If you don't believe me
Go out there and live and
See what type of s* can happen