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276 · Apr 2012
Untitled No. 3
Lily Mayfield Apr 2012
I stay up all through the night.
I am now worried all the time.
Why is it I say nothing right?
Now I will never be fine.

Anything and everything is what we said,
Though I don't believe it anymore.
I fear that I'll find you dead,
Just lying there on the floor.

I hope you know I love you.
I hope you know I care.
Forever show those eyes of blue,
Because with you my life I share.

Now I will hide all the pain.
I can't let you see me cry.
I wish you could stop the rain.
I just can't watch you die.
Written on October 13, 2009
274 · Apr 2012
Time to Walk
Lily Mayfield Apr 2012
I need you today
You said you would call
I have something to say
I was stupid to fall

I gave you my heart
My feelings just grew
I don't know what made me start
But I fell in love with you

You weren't ready
But still I fell

I wasn't thinking clear
I hung by a thread
Now I shed a tear
Wishing back what I said

I told you I love you
While you looked the other way
I wish that I knew
But it's time to walk away
Written on March 29, 2012
255 · Apr 2012
To Be Me
Lily Mayfield Apr 2012
No one really knows me,
with all the stuff I hide.
I hide my pain constantly,
So I don't lose my pride.

Only thing they see are lies.
They'll never know what's inside.
They've never heard all my cries,
Even with how hard they've tried.

Do they even try?
Are they really that blind?
Let's see them cry.
A happy ending they won't find.

They try to wear my shoes,
But they will quickly go down.
Shortly they will lose,
Soon they will drown.
Written on July 12, 2009 to February 5, 2010
250 · Apr 2012
Show Me
Lily Mayfield Apr 2012
I don't think you still care.
You always make me cry.
Leave you? I don't dare,
But I do want to die.

Why is it so hard for you,
To just sit and talk me?
Tears fall from my eyes of blue,
Because your love I can't see.

You need to step it up,
Show me your love.
Just take it up a notch.
Do you need a shove?

I spend my nights wishing,
Wishing you would show me,
Show me that you still care,
And that you don't want to lose me.
Written on October 18, 2009
248 · Apr 2012
Out On Me
Lily Mayfield Apr 2012
Take it out on me,
Scream it to my face.
Show me what I can't see,
Whatever it is, I will embrace.

Don't you worry your pretty little head.

People want you to fall,
Turn your back instead.
You can only stand tall,
Don't believe the lies you're fed.

Don't let it be too much.

Come sit over her,
Go ahead and punch it out.
There is nothing you should fear,
Don't let them fill you with doubt.

Why not take it out on me?

Trust me I am strong.
I can handle your rants,
No matter how many or how long,
I will keep my stance.

So take it out on me.
Written on March 13, 2012
242 · Apr 2012
What Is This?
Lily Mayfield Apr 2012
He doesn't know if she's in his fate
She sits there crying scared to death
Their hearts are pounding and this they hate
She sits there waiting just holding her breath

He looks at her
She starts to scream
He's not sure
This is just a dream

A dream this may be
Then why is the pain so real
They need to open their eyes and see
If love is what they really feel
Written on February 21, 2009
227 · Apr 2012
Think About It
Lily Mayfield Apr 2012
It's not something to laugh at,
Why do you joke about it?

People out there sit and cry.
You just sit and stare.
You make them want to die.
Do you know this isn't rare?

You push them towards the ledge,
Do you want to see them jump?

Think twice before you talk.
Listen to them when they cry.
Watch them when they walk.
And try not to let them die.

They're always in a constant fight,
And it may never end.

Maybe you can save their life.
They need somebody to be there.
Take away their knife.
Show them you care.
Written on November 16, 2009

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