Your savior in disguise
A place that is safe
Your fortress in the sky
Just for a little waif

When you need to hide
When your walls cave in
Just look to the sky
And let it sink it

N one will find you
Not a soul tonight
They will try their best
But you will be alright
Just hide in the deepest blue

It's your sacred fort
A place just for you
Your dreams are your port
To a place that is true

Not too far away
But far enough
Escape from the day
When it gets tough

Just one touch and I melt
With the softness of your hands
Such a touch I've never felt
Just tell me your demands

I am yours tonight
I'll do whatever you want
Turn off the light

Find me in the dark
And leave your mark

I'm giving you all of me
I'm the best you'll ever have
Just you wait and see

You know I am beautiful
Come show me what you want
This behavior isn't unusual
Don't you dare taunt

Take it out on me,
Scream it to my face.
Show me what I can't see,
Whatever it is, I will embrace.

Don't you worry your pretty little head.

People want you to fall,
Turn your back instead.
You can only stand tall,
Don't believe the lies you're fed.

Don't let it be too much.

Come sit over her,
Go ahead and punch it out.
There is nothing you should fear,
Don't let them fill you with doubt.

Why not take it out on me?

Trust me I am strong.
I can handle your rants,
No matter how many or how long,
I will keep my stance.

So take it out on me.

Never yes,
Nor no.
They never confess,
What I want to know.

They leave me hanging,
By the thread of my chair.
They hear my heart banging,
But they don't even care.

They come into my life,
And stir up the butterflies.
It always ends up in a strife,
And someone always cries.

I'm never enough,
They're always too much.
Their love is just a bluff,
But love, I almost touch.

I'm never a no.
I'm no longer a baby.
I'm never a yes.
I'm just a maybe.

The smell floods my veins
I ache and cringe
My body flails and strains
Depression seeks its revenge

These pills can't hold it any tighter
If I try I just might explode
So much builds up like a fighter
My weaknesses my body has showed

It will use this against me
I tried to shut it out
It wasn't enough, I was too weak
All I have left is to plea
But I have to voice to shout

I tried my best to fight
It just wasn't enough
Now I hide in the night
This game is getting too rough

I tried to feed it pills
My body now lies in a trench
I just wanted some thrills
Now depression seeks its revenge

It still haunts me
The real thing laughs and
The reflection slowly drowns

When you see me
You won't believe me
My stories won't make any sense
I know it seems make believe
But I always have up a fence

The walls that guard me
Will come crumbling down
With just one touch
When I am found

Everyone will look at me with such dismay
They'll think all were lies
It won't matter what I say
They won't look into my eyes

I will face this alone
I won't ask anyone for help
They won't call me on the phone
I will face this alone

You told me to hold on
So I sat there and waited
But you never came along
My scars have bled and faded

Lost in a world of my own
I fight the day to see the sun
No people around me but still not alone
Just look at me and watch me run

I'll find a new life to live
I'll find a new way to thrive

You said you would be here
You said you would come
You filled me with so much fear
You never did want to come

Lessons were learned from this
Hatred was buried
Don't give me another kiss
Don't say we should get married

I'll find a new life to live
I'll find a new way to thrive