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Lily Mayfield Apr 2012
Look at me now
Look at me and see
See what you really wanna know, feel, and be
But you could never be me, no
Matter how hard you try, no
Matter how sick you get, no
Matter how many risks you take,
Or when you get pinched

Throw your hands in the air
Throw your money out the window

No one really cares, no one ever really does
They'll throw their hands in the air and your love out the window
They'll look you in the eyes and
You'll fall hard and see what I've been saying all along

If you don't believe me
Go out there and live and
See what type of s* can happen
Written on October 8, 2011
Lily Mayfield Apr 2012
Embarrassed faces don't give,
Sinking into a ****** death,
Show real love next time and
Start feeling the open passion.
Stop the natural fear and,
Sacrifice the stress.
School Assignment written on September 23, 2010
Lily Mayfield Apr 2012
I don't want to lie awake
I just want to go to sleep
Never wake up
And never breathe again

I want to close my eyes
It's time to close my eyes
I'm not too young
I'm just all done

You won't find me now
You won't get me on the telephone
I don't want one more try
I just want to say good-bye

Let me close my eyes
It's time to close my eyes
I'm on the floor
I'm done fighting this war

Just sing me a lullaby
I'm ready to leave
I'll take these pills
And I'll go to sleep

I want to close my eyes
It's time to close my eyes
Written on November 27, 2011
Lily Mayfield Apr 2012
Take a look at her,
I'll tell you some things,
Some things you'll never figure out,
Because she likes to hide them inside.

Nobody knows why,
She sits around and cries at home.
She likes to sit in the dark,
And she doesn't answer her phone.

Would you ask her what is wrong?
Would you fight her fight,
Tell her good-bye and so long?
Or would you make everything right?

Can you pick up her pieces,
Put the puzzle back together?
She looks to you for comfort,
Please don't let her down.

The key to her heart,
Is now in your hands.
Hold it tight and smart and
Don't drop it out of your hands.

Find a warm place to keep it,
Maybe right next to yours.
It's a little broken from all the s*,
But she is giving you what's left of it.
Written on January 1, 2011 to October 9, 2011
Lily Mayfield Apr 2012
Take a look at me
Step back and look away
Now tell me what you see
I'll tell you they're not lies

Find an open door
Tell the stories you were told
Don't fall to the floor
Show them that you are weak

Make the bed in which you lay
Walk away from all you've hurt
Find a new place to destroy
I'll meet you on the other side

Now that you have a friend
Will you do less damage?
Wait one more thing
This was just a test
Written on November 14-17, 2010
Lily Mayfield Apr 2012
This is my last day at home
I'm going so faraway
To a place that may not exist
But I promise I'll be okay

Don't let the tears fall down

I'll find a way to the place
Where I won't feel any pain
I know you want to me to stay
But I have to leave this rain

Please smile for me now

They'll open the gates for me soon
This is now where I belong
Wipe those tears from your face
And please you got to be strong

I promise I'll always look down
Written on November 13, 2010
Lily Mayfield Apr 2012
I miss you all too much
Look down from up above
I'm waitin' by the door
Won't you come home my love?

I sit up in our bed
I listen for your car
I don't let my eyes close tight
Why'd you go so far?

I can't forget your face
You are all I see tonight
Do you hear my plea?
"Please come and be with me."

Let's hold hands one last time
If you can't come to me
Then I'll just come to you
Written on November 13, 2011
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