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Lily Mayfield Apr 2012
You are not my master.
This you should now see.
I will not be a disaster.
i will set myself free.

You will be shut out.
You don't have any power.
This you cannot doubt,
My life, you can't devour.

15 thousand tears I've cried,
But no longer will they fall down.
My happiness you've denied,
But now you will drown.

I've wasted my time on you.
I've watched my life pass by.
You know what I have to do.
Tonight, you will die.
Written on October 28-29, 2009
Lily Mayfield Apr 2012
If you want to you can save me.
You can take me away from here.
Show me what I can't see.
Take away what I fear.

If you want to, you can.
Climb over this wall.
I hope you have a plan,
Because I'm about to fall.

I'm hiding in a dark place,
I want you to take me away.
I need a familiar face,
Because all I see is grey.

I'm sure you know how to,
Probably the only one who does honey.
All of this you already knew,
So please make my skies sunny.

My stomach cannot take it.
Take me away from the pain.
No more can I handle.
I'm stuck in the endless rain.
Written on October 19, 2009
Lily Mayfield Apr 2012
I don't understand you anymore.
Everything felt so right.
It's never been like this before.
Why are you hiding in the night?

Are you giving up on our love?
Are you shying away from the light?
Do you need help from above?
Do you feel nothing is right?

My dear love take my hand.
We'll make it through the dark days.
Baby don't feel ******,
This is probably just a phase.

Remember that I love you.
Remember that I care.
Remember I'm always here for you.
Remember with you my life I share.
Written on October 19, 2009
Lily Mayfield Apr 2012
I don't think you still care.
You always make me cry.
Leave you? I don't dare,
But I do want to die.

Why is it so hard for you,
To just sit and talk me?
Tears fall from my eyes of blue,
Because your love I can't see.

You need to step it up,
Show me your love.
Just take it up a notch.
Do you need a shove?

I spend my nights wishing,
Wishing you would show me,
Show me that you still care,
And that you don't want to lose me.
Written on October 18, 2009
Lily Mayfield Apr 2012
I stay up all through the night.
I am now worried all the time.
Why is it I say nothing right?
Now I will never be fine.

Anything and everything is what we said,
Though I don't believe it anymore.
I fear that I'll find you dead,
Just lying there on the floor.

I hope you know I love you.
I hope you know I care.
Forever show those eyes of blue,
Because with you my life I share.

Now I will hide all the pain.
I can't let you see me cry.
I wish you could stop the rain.
I just can't watch you die.
Written on October 13, 2009
Lily Mayfield Apr 2012
You
Every night I think of you.
Sit there holding my pillow tight.
Wishing I was with you,
All the way through the night.

You're always in my mind.
Don't think you've ever left it.
You know love isn't so blind.
I can see right through it.

My mind is all a mess.
My thoughts are all of you,
This and that I must confess,
I'm so in love with you.

Sometimes at night I cry out for you,
But you're never there.
I always want to be with you,
It's just not fair.

I love you always and forever.
My love will always grow.
I shall leave you never,
That you need to know.
Written on July 22, 2009 to September 25, 2009
Lily Mayfield Apr 2012
She is your one true love
At least that's what you said
Is this love now dead?
What lies was she fed?

Look straight into her eyes
Do you see how she cries?
**** herself? Yeah she tries
How so you feel about that?

Did you wast your time on her?
She thought your love was real
He love, was that a nice steal
Hos you think you make her feel?

She see's you and has a smile
She does that every once in a while
When she doesn't we put it on file
Please don't let your love me a lie
Written on September 16, 2009
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