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Lily Mayfield Apr 2012
I'm sorry for the pain.
I'm sorry for the tears.
Sorry for putting you in the rain,
And giving you those fears.

I see now the hurt I gave you.
I just can't live with myself.
Tears fell from those eyes of blue.
How did you not **** yourself?

I just may go insane.
Now I must feel the pain,
Deep under this shirt.

To the world do I say bye,
Or with you can I stay?
Do I let out a big sigh,
And pick the place I will lay?
Written on September 15, 2009
Lily Mayfield Apr 2012
We've been together for a while,
5 months to be exact.
It's really hard not to smile,
And that's a happy fact.

We've had out bumps in the road,
But we always make it through.
We both carry a big load,
But our love is always true.

I know deep down we will make it.
When I'm with you I can fly.
Since our love has been lit,
It will never ever die.

When I close my eyes,
You're everywhere to me.
There will never be anymore lies,
That is what I wish you could see.

I love you with all my heart.
I love you with every breath.
If you I should ever part,
I shall take my very last breath.
Written on September 15, 2009
Lily Mayfield Apr 2012
You're in love with me,
I'm in love with you,
But your love I can't see,
It's hiding in those eyes of blue.

Let your love come out.
There's no reason to hide.
Walk away from the doubt,
And come take a ride.

You told me you love me,
How come it's not showing?
This love, I can't see.
Shouldn't it be growing.

Your love is put away.
Take it out to stay.
Please my love don't delay.
Or here is where I'll lay.

Our love needs to show.
I'm sorry for my mistake.
Baby you should know,
This love, I can't fake.
Written on August 28, 2009
Lily Mayfield Apr 2012
They ask people what's wrong with me
And they always stare
I just want to be free
Doesn't anybody care?

Everyday I lay here
Wishing away the pain
They don't know what I fear
I'm sure they think I'm insane

So many times I must say
"Leave me alone"
The price they'll have to pay
For attempting to turn me into a clone

I try to dodge their stares
When they say I don't belong
Here in this world of theirs
So now I say so long
Written on February 18, 2009
Lily Mayfield Apr 2012
The reason I'm cry.
The reason I'm happy.
The reason I cannot die,
And why this poem is sappy.

All my thoughts are of you.
Holding onto my pillow tight,
Wishing to see those eyes of blue.
Everything just feels so right.

I love playing with your hair,
While I'm laying in your arms.
Our love has so much flair,
Because of all your charms.

I love to see you smile.
I hate to hear you cry.
We've been together for a while.
Our love will never die.
Written on August 15, 2009
Lily Mayfield Apr 2012
You told me not to wait
You said you were through
I only thought we were fate
And so my love grew

Your poems made me cry
Your poems made me happy
My tears you would dry
When I'm down and ******

A mom I can't wait to be
I want you as the dad
Why can't you just see
I'm not all that bad

You're going off with her
You told me to move on
But I'm not so sure
I'm scared forever you'll be gone
Written on May 13, 2007
Lily Mayfield Apr 2012
You said you wanted me
Now you say you want her
Now why couldn't I see
That you'll always be with her

My heart sits here and bleeds
From all the pain it's fed
Hatred blooms from seeds
And depression sits in bed

To you no one compares
I will always love you
A heart filled with despair
To you I will always be true

You say you have love for me
You say you have love for her
For me you say you care
For her your life you share

Do I dare move on
You told me not to wait
I'm afraid you'll be gone
'Cause I thought we were fate
Written on May 12, 2007
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