I want to be famous,
I want everybody to know me,
I want that everybody likes me,
I want that everybody wants to be with me,
cause I'm tired,
I'm tired of being the no one.

It hurts, it really does,
but I will ignore it
I will keep living and laughing and talking
until I mean it again.
because I know, I just know
I deserve so much better

I hate that I care
I hate that I love so ******' easily
And I hate that they just don't
they never do.
but the minute I don't...they do.

it's crazy
how you're my only thought,
how my heart never truly beat until the first time I saw you smile at me
how every dream I have I build about you,
how everything I think about, is you.

how is it possible to love someone this dearly,
how is it possible that you're my world, without you even knowing.

I'm comparing everyone with you,
I'm trying to find similarities in them
just to be able to feel again,
but not just anything,
I want that kind of love I felt while I was with you.

It almost feels like, no one is ever gonna be good enough
or even able to get near enough to touch the wall around my heart.

maybe you were my one true love,
the kind I will never find again.

someone attached to me
not leaving my side
might sound creepy as hell but...
knowing you are always there is kind of
reassuring

even if I'm not able to see you all the time,
the knowing of you sticking by my side no matter what?
it gives me power and strength
and with that...
I can fully be myself

she taught me that a women should be beautiful,
to look beautiful you should look like her...


I never did..

now it's done, I can't see,
I can't see the beauty of me.