be strong they say,
it'll always turn out right they say,
but I'm never good enough..
I'm trying so hard
so so hard
but why?
It's never just never ******* good enough.

maybe it is time to just give up

freckles on that beautiful smiling face,
the sunlight gently touching your face,
a field full of sunflowers.

a total cliche, right?

...but somehow I'm finally able to understand that vision.

you said you didn't see it,
you said you didn't mean it,
but you left me,
knowing any word from you would heal me.

saying you were a coward back then,
saying you are a better man now,
but I'm done.

cause I will never forget 'back then',
I will never be able to forget that pain,
yeah that pain..

always expecting you,
but never wanting you.

always dealing with you,
but never really wanting to do so.

always feeling you inside me,
but never really telling anyone.

now you're someone special,
knowing the sorrow,
knowing the pain,
I know you, friend.

do you believe?
it's like magic,
you can't enjoy,
you can't be impressed,
if you don't believe.

leave the doubts and thoughts behind,
just let yourself go from time to time,
and just believe,
believe in the impossible,
believe in the goodness,
believe in the unbelievable.

that's when you'll have a little peace of happiness back,
like the happiness of the days of our childhood,
full of hope.

I build a fence around you,
so you're not able to be with anyone but me,
wanting to keep you all to myself,
not able to leave me,
not able to break me.

but I needed to let you go,
but if you were still going to choose me,
yeah, that's probably the kind of happiness I always wanted to see.