It cuts like a knife
Knowing you’re gone from me
I hate the fact
That we had to go thru like this

It’s not fair to us
Nor to anyone else
We fit perfect
Just like a glove

All I wanted was to hold you close
Just feel you breathe
And before we got the chance
We had to stop

It pulls me in two
The idea that the late nights
Are gone for good
I can’t stand that silence

You’re gone from me…
That’s all there is to it
I have to accept it
But I don’t want to

It hurts you too
Probably more than I know
But I don’t want to go
I want to stay here with you

I put my music on repeat
Just listening to you sing
That same old cover
Burning straight to my soul

Ripping my heart
Straight into pieces
I feel it shatter
Hear it hit the ground hard

My entire body aches for you
The void is where you were
And won’t be any longer
And I hate it

I just want you back
I want those calls
I need that security

I just don’t like it
No
I hate it
I hate it all

I miss you baby
That’s never going to change
I’m always going to love you
That’s never going to leave

Water to ice
Coals to fire
It goes from one
Straight to the other

One gets colder
The other hotter
As soon as it hits
The turning point.

At first it’s real hot
Then it turns icy
No indication of when

We get into fights
We settle our squalls
I always give in,
You never relent.

You’re like the ice
Cold and unchanging
I’m like the fire
Always getting hotter

Why we can’t compromise
I’ll never understand
We just keep fighting
Never letting up
There is no compromise
For the soul of discontent
The fighting continues
Week after week

I try not to let it
Affect all other parts
But it’s not just one thing  
It’s a whole with you

I can’t figure it out
It never stays the same
It’s always something
Not ever nothing

So I have to decide
I have to choose
It’s you or myself
Because this is a zoo

It's a love hate
Crazy kinda thing
Love you like crazy
Hate your decisions

You are amazing
Sharp as a tack
Cuddly as a kitten
And full of surprises

But you choose so crazy
Hunting on holidays
Missing family events
Disappearing mysteriously

You run to Ozona
Just for a buck
You come home all mopey
Cause you missed me alot

Once and a while
that's fine with me
But give me a chance
To get us in too

Its love hate
I love you I hate them
They pull us apart
From where we are

They try to divide us
So we fight a lot
You pick them
Over me

I thought I was with you
Not all of them
They push me out
And you don't care

There's too many battles
That rage in your head
Me or them
Choose? I wont make you

Trust issues
Even abandonment
scar your insides
So you constantly hurt

I'm not her though
I won't go
I stay till you say
To go far away

You don't believe
Trust is hard
Keep me in mind
See how it goes

I back you up
No matter what
I don't question you
Like you interrogate me

So its still love hate
I love you yes
But I hats the way
That everything else is first.

Deep green eyes
Dark wavy hair
Small and hidden
Till November hits

You don't see her now
You know nothing of her
But to me she is everything
She's our flesh and blood

Carried so safe
Inside of me
You'll see the evidence
And no one believes

Your mom and dad both
Will throw a big fit
My mom will go off
In a raging kick

But still she is here
tucked away deep inside
She moves and kicks
Not much room to abide

The getting out
Will be later
She needs to grow
Into the world

You don't want her now
Only want her gone
She wants to stay
Inside of me

You will warm up
To the reality of her
You will want her back
If you dispose of her

So back me up now
Don't try to pursuade
Me to **** my baby
Shes vulnerable now

You will regret it
So don't push me to it
I will do anything
to protect my treasure

It is wrong and bad
It should be illegal
so back off our girl
She's safe In me

I know you love me
you will love her too
Give us a chance
To be part of you

The sky may be dark
The battle is long
Screams pull you down
Slow you to a hault

You may want to continue
Or just stop where you are
But someone needs you
To get up and start

Shes small and beautiful
Looks just like you
Green eyes of wonder
Curls all a mess

She watches you closely
Holding tight to the thought
That you will love her one day
As much as her mom

She's quiet and calm
Until she gets mad
A firecracker pop
With a fuse to be lit

No dolls or tea sets
Bows and ruffles are gone
She plays in the mud
And stays ***** not clean

She watches you
And you don't know
She loves you more
Than the ocean and shore

She wants to go with you
To fight the odds
She wants to help
You pull our side

She's staying home
To keep safe her life
Your battle with them
Would end her

So dont forget her
Even if you don't love her
She loves you
No matter what you do

You say you love me
You say you care
But all I see
Is neglect and unfair

You say you'll be there
whenever I call
You say you'll catch
My every fall

Yet instead you
Ignore my cries
And catch, you dont
You push me down

You get drunk and
Go on an angry rage
You make me feel
Like I'm in a cage

Sometimes I wonder
If its all for ***
If you use me just
To fill your need

The hunting and fishing
Friends and stuff
They get more of you
than I ever will

A game is first
The stand ties it
You fall asleep on me
I haven't heard a word

You don't check in
No notification
you could disappear
And I wouldn't know why

It stresses me out
Makes me worry
Keeps me wondering
if its just u and me

Is there another chick
That gets all the love
Is she the one
That keeps you occupied


You say its just me
And only just us
But the way you act
Says there is no us

Water to ice
Coals to fire
It goes from one
Straight to the other

One gets colder
The other hotter
As soon as it hits
The temperate range

Its like us
At first crazy hot
Then with no warning
Goes straight to ice

We get into fights
We settle our squalls
I always give in
You never relent

Your like the ice
Cold and unchanging
I'm like fire
always glowing hot

Why we cant comprimise
I'll never understand
We just keep fighting
And never let up

There is no comprimise
for the soul of discontent
the fighting continues
Week after week

I try not to let
It affect other parts
But its not just one
But a whole with you

I cant figure it out
It never stays the same
Its always something
Not ever nothing

So I have to decide
I have to choose
Its you or myself
Because this is a zoo

It ***** beyond compare
so at this I will hault
I just cant keep hiding
the pain from your eyes.