You invite me in
for tea, supper and some pain.
How can I say no?

This is degrading.
The names you shout destroy me.
Stop holding me back.

Words are too easy
to say when I am with you.
Especially lies.

The glacier ****** me
with uncertainty for life.
I am sunk beneath.

Love turned it's back, but
I was the one to cower
under it's bright gaze.

My mom bought some mirrors
She put them on all the walls of our house

You might think this to be cool
But it's not, you see

Cause everywhere I go
There's another one of me

I wish I could tell you I loved you
without fear
without pain

I wish that I had the courage to hold you
and tell you everything
will be okay

There are times when it feels so close
I can hardly breathe
but the moments pass quickly
and I'm left here to bleed

I don't trust myself enough to admit how I feel
So lying is the only way I know
to keep everything real

You look at me
and I swear I can see the same feelings
staring back at me

It seems all an illusion
that can only lead to my destruction

I know now
as I have always known
that my love for you is doomed
And not because you love another
but simply because
it's you