Hate yourself....
Pity yourself......
Hurt yourself....
But always remember that there are other people who will also get hurt seeing you breaking

Hopeless

Can't stop it from happening
Forbidden and taboo is spelt
exciting and new
Won't stop it from happening
tried and tried and tried but failed
Countless times and yet still not stopping
Like bees and flowers
Like Romeo and Juliet
Like happily ever after and Disney movies
You are hopeless

Once you have said that nothing has changed
Fake words spoken in a confused tongue
Dreaming the reality that you have fallen
Realizing the dream that you have not
Yet it spells out as hopeless

When does a person truly die?
When he draws his last breath?
When he sees his life flash before his eyes?
When he starts regretting all the choices he has made?

None of these.

It is when one is forgotten that they are truly dead. That is why he puts so much importance in leaving a footprint behind. A reminder for what was once him in this life.

The smiles the laughter it is all fake
Deep down I still feel awake
Awake from the reality that I am still longing
Of the day that an angel would stand right beside me

This harsh reality is where I currently stood
Gazing at the sky wishing as hard as I could
Of the dream that one day I will be able to see
A future with you as my half to be

But alas a dream is but a dream no more no less
It is an illusion of hoping for the best
If only I am not content with just living the dream
Then the laughs and the smiles will be real and not dim