Hate yourself....
Pity yourself......
Hurt yourself....
But always remember that there are other people who will also get hurt seeing you breaking

Please be my Disney
My happy ending to my ever after
My Cinderella to my Kingdom
Your voice reminds me of a certain little mermaid
Your hair golden but not so tangled
Your kiss breaks me from the curse of the witch
Your love reminds that I'm more human than beast
I'd go bananaswhenever I hear your name
I swore that I will never lie lest my nose gets longer
I have found my Ohana
You have stolen my being
I feel like flying with happy thoughts when I am with you
I'd give up my three wishes  to be with you
I'd travel through space and time just to meet you
And even as we grow older, when we have wrinkles and white hair
I'd still love you inside this big balloon house happily forever ever after.

Hopeless

Can't stop it from happening
Forbidden and taboo is spelt
exciting and new
Won't stop it from happening
tried and tried and tried but failed
Countless times and yet still not stopping
Like bees and flowers
Like Romeo and Juliet
Like happily ever after and Disney movies
You are hopeless

Once you have said that nothing has changed
Fake words spoken in a confused tongue
Dreaming the reality that you have fallen
Realizing the dream that you have not
Yet it spells out as hopeless

The smiles the laughter it is all fake
Deep down I still feel awake
Awake from the reality that I am still longing
Of the day that an angel would stand right beside me

This harsh reality is where I currently stood
Gazing at the sky wishing as hard as I could
Of the dream that one day I will be able to see
A future with you as my half to be

But alas a dream is but a dream no more no less
It is an illusion of hoping for the best
If only I am not content with just living the dream
Then the laughs and the smiles will be real and not dim