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LeRoy Williams Nov 2012
As I spend another night alone
I think to myself,
How far we would have been;
If only you would have held on little longer,
Then maybe, just maybe,
our connection would have gotten stronger.
We shared memories,
and for every moment we spent together,
I felt what love really was
and it hurts to feel what true love really does.
but the pain became merely emptiness,
with the pain went the world,
Detached from reality
you were all that there was,
I don't wish I would have never fallen in love,
I just wish your touch wouldn't have stained my heart.
This feeling has become an illness that fills my head with thoughts of her,
I'm dying inside,
and I have realized that there isn't a cure.
© Copyright Williamz 2013. All rights reserved.
LeRoy Williams Oct 2012
Your skin caressing mine,
Our eye's reclined, naturaly drawn together,
(you are mine until the end)
spoken without words,
Lost in eachother, without time,
bound by compassion.*

The shades drawn back,
Photographs spilling tears and the ring you left behind,
reason me into believing you were real;
  I looked to the sky,
  You were no where to be found
the stars; I knew they would fade away eventually,
  Not in my lifetime...
But you did,
leaving memories behind along with the sickness that filled your heart,
        making mine heavy with discontent and disphoria,
  though I am grateful for the time we spent together,
  We are true love and *my heart is forever yours.
© Copyright Williamz 2013. All rights reserved.
LeRoy Williams May 2014
It's not cold but I can see my breath
and as I take pulls of herbs to relieve  some stress
Everything becomes as distorted as the thoughts in Dali's mind
but it's in these few moments I feel the best and
It seems so much easier to see the sun shine on days I feel as grief-stricken as a brother mourning the loss of his best friend,
suddenly the disconsolateness fades away and then I'm happy agian.

It's working hour and the cold shoulders keep on shugging,
everyone puts up thier walls and I keep passing through and by
maybe I'm just paranoid because I'm slightly high
still I never thought that I could get this far committing so many crimes
and people still thinking I'm a cop,
I never wanted to porve anything,
but everything I am showed them everything I'm not.
LeRoy Williams Oct 2012
Im tired of all the lies I hide behind, so Im Breaking the ties to the past
Long lasting present because the past is the past not a cage,
and it also isn't a theatre
So this exsistance shouldn't be staged, cause this **** ain't funny like Bellamy,

You might think I've gone mad because I'm not listening to what you're tellin' me not to,
but I got to, in order to survive, because the self inflincted wounds are healing and hardening,  I'm searching for a deeper punishment,
making life more enjoyable, laid back and not so tense,
you won't have to worry about what trouble I might be in next,
and you won't have to be burdened with disappointment when I fail your tests.
So I'll play this life like a game of spades,
by the time this game is over, my stomach will be corroded with rage
but I'll  keep a pokerface,
hidden behind stoner charm, a smile,
a handsome face & tinted shades,
I know you're clearly blind to my bluffing,
and I know you see me today,
but my eyes are set on the worries of tomarrow and
my mind is still wincing from yesterdays sarrow
I'm alive but I'm dying inside
because the guilt and shame are smothering me,
not to mention I'm choking on regret,
Don't fret, because my face isn't turnin' blue, and my pulse isn't speeding up,
but my wrists are scarred, but not ******,
and please don't worry because this won't happen agian,
not making any promises,
Lord please forgive me for I know that I have sinned,
I just needed some proof to remind me where I've been....
© Copyright Williamz 2013. All rights reserved.
LeRoy Williams Nov 2012
Coming to a conclusion in mid-flight,
Falling is and has always been my destination,
How I can understand my family's frustration,
I've been a terrorist on familiar grounds,
Only to jeoprodize the well-being of thier well-being
Making an easier outcome,
Falling has always been my destination from the start.

Thinking while I sit here alone,
Incisions deep enough to feel my bones,
Shades of vermillion paint my clothes
and thoughts of cessation brings me close to home.
LeRoy Williams Jun 2019
Hello poetry is public matters Id say because I walk this streetlamp eating nutty butterfingers total blown down deeper than the throat young yella bone chicanos can fap maniacally as ***** ***** dancers watch me much much munch. I am Hello Poetry yet Id **** a microphone in the closet because my eggcrates ache grunge album that do not belong to Yyclef. I lied **** head but butter me up buttery enough that my under pants don't snag my inchy tagged and tickled gnome. "Oh Underpant we ****** Old Gregs crack pipes he leaves on cold countertops this month for this be Off season." I weep. Why not my pans or my pun tease these ******* growing mickey mouse thunb prints before my nuts become cheese. Good greaf I'ffy if me sneechy ***** beach teacher teaching toddler that the fingers thumper. Thump my thumb. Pinterest my buns before I *** critters all in tune to teepee creaking creeps kitchen chicken finger fetching fists before *** educari gets carry on that vibes to Marshals mashed potato. Mathers you do matter much. I love the gleam of your crust. Tears up to the Beautiful song that becomes songs and weeps once more.
LeRoy Williams Jun 2019
Licks drip drip from this ***** nuggut head. Shoking **** to smutherines till the finger nails stain and stink stinky stank.Google your mother and say *******. Game the **** out on snickering dolls. Dolls ******* sound like something I'd stay away from. Watch your self washing wealthy washers washing winky face senders. Why is this the cost for gross goon gone going guilt got goalies getting jiggy. Golly wolly blame Blair Walsh for freddie fender licks getting gayer than aids. *******! You'll pay for that restitution fling that held horns haunting holy sanctions. Did I say something. Oops. I can't believe your living here amonst me. Red red rosed cotton swabs bucause the dude don't *** wipe. It's funny to hear my ***** backwash.
LeRoy Williams Nov 2012
Steadily waiting to live my life,
I try to make things right,
the deamons inside my mind strive agianst me,
So as they prevail,
I am kept caged behind hopeless eyes,
buried in hatred and denial to rot,
I have become but a pile of rubble and compost,
trapped in my thoughts,
I'm slowly washed bare from constant **
I'm left with the outcome of my own decisions,
which are those of my last breaths incisions,
never forgetting what brought these worries to my plate
on I wait,
With nothing but time,
to listen to others heart felt rhymes
LeRoy Williams Jun 2019
I got ***** on X Box lizz-ast night because kids these day say shut your fat ******* face niigah I'm lit cause Fukashima Shemales to menstrate on date wrestles that hold juggling. How I ask how when this bangerang pom-pom X tram tiles child pornagriffy. Cool His names grippy Griffy, you're a creep keep reading my works not dusty and smeelly-smeelly stank like Jimmy Falon Sausage link I ate a **** that caused my forth grade virginity to cause I coachella custard Crillen to take Pennicilin. I'm alright I lose my sense on discifering the way seat sniffing helps me nod of on walks to churchs where after gargleing *** my mommy whispers daddy got a conal rope festering from the freezer. My parents die from my lively inside the I torture with frozen brats at any cost I'm lost my mind how you hep-me-find. Unwind your rippled realm once.
LeRoy Williams Jun 2019
Hide your hickeys from mom and pops. What? I don't got hickeys well you do now, blame your curly cousins nextdoor nieghbor wish you held close clips that cost you chumps necklaces that got you caught for relishing public. You oh you, Babybash could vimit your name better than you wish you could say mine. Don't worry I cry. Don't worry I'll wait for noone like I wait for myself because I find myself like noone. I'm nobody's unplowed bootyhole without mustards sauce with the seeds, your seed girl. Got nuts? I have I'm uglier than you tooting the alphabet for Ben Afleck making quazars question why my wine's changed from Welch's. Who the ****'s welching when I stop wondering who you asked about MY welches, okay.
LeRoy Williams Jun 2019
Faygo and ******* **** and a little braded naughty nancy who ain't really named nancy Tom Clansy sheets nasty. ***** nasty. Sheets nasty thats frequent from the New York jogger flopping floppy frogger. She stunk like hose water pan handling cleanly. Oh and touch my weeny weeny from the scene where Scheen bees. Hurt my hind haunches like the stank from the seat where old Ponch sits. Cooties grissle cookies wish, I wished yes betch I ****** up I bet-cha you're a ******* **** that facades as a proof fan because my homie used to use my Moving Van, but ****** I don't know your crow's feet until. Well.Well. Well know until this thesis because I wanted to write how more I **** **** with Rechard Simmons on the Weeknd's Porsche hood with permission because we isn't weight bizz-nitch. I'm itching Oren Ishy Iishi can you open up the crusty crumble, Wait I waxed my *******. ******* waste on bleach. I ******* bleached her *** buster with more catching up then mustard sauce. **** your Oddity I'll grab enough ***** from Fun-yun bags that reak fathered pharamones. Oh. I moaned Oh. Oh. Oh. I moaned.
LeRoy Williams Jun 2019
Running through my minf, I find times I fallen cold with a warm heart. Not cold to you but man I love you so you know thoughs days when you can't seem to get it right. These things that help you that Id do like love you. I keep pacing causing grace to place a pacemaker sesation and I say nothing. The waiting is a coldfront, my face. Out in the cold I'm naked as a child as an orphan without pity in my heart, because I know I'll keep you cool.
LeRoy Williams Jun 2019
You're a sick ****** I can't take my spam cans away when I winch that I a ******* dwarf that wobbles when I pluck my pringles from the cat's ***. Fuu-huh-huck-too. I spat that kid that stole my ******* bib hurt my holler strings and caused me to chaufe. I use ecstacy are you horney. I'm so horney. will you rub my feet *****. yes or no? **** yes, you're youth reaks of fermeldahide, holla. I'd holla back straps because ******* Better still have her one tooth to crunch frozen corn off-the crop because I sold my microwave for crack ******* and hungry ***** coookurs, thier hookers bae. I love me. I love you, that's your krusty *******. Poochie ****!
LeRoy Williams Jun 2019
Call me ******* to your mother because I cuh-cuh-couldn't feel the trembling heat reaking havok on the in thigh stubble. Ow! **** sorry stub my toe. I'm moving slow enough to double dutch with a couple couple cookie crisp. Ishy on the in dispute. Grarly upon the laudry booth smoochie smooching on farting fairies flarping from the ex-haust.
Sorry my brain feels soft ffrom the rock salt. Hoochie snoochie snooting snorks slimey nap-cloth. Froze from the several palms second had palsy freezing in the eager eggnog. Ice over sire's searing sultry silken sick souly sullen franklin flame Bob. Billy will wally dilly Dally caught a fifty fatty rattle ****** daddy daddy daddy daddy, Fat Father igloos freak me father freak me father freak me father Im chuching my maugwa. Ma saws my mucho munched muddy crusty killer toes rain, *****? Are you hearing me gravel up your ****** hairs hurting from the rusty ****** clamps. I'm krusty crab freaking funk got me wondering why? okay wize guy wicked wonder wall watch my quest for questioning Ghostface Killah. I'm Slaid Cosby I ****** your daugher younger than the fury from you first tooth.
I wish you spat my drizzle from the furry foster the kids frontporch pistol grip.

Hop scotch?
LeRoy Williams Jun 2019
Trying not to make it about you but these things happen right.
LeRoy Williams Jun 2019
Tears of a clown tear my sunshine down town Danny Brown, Jhon boy frowns at mister Brown.
LeRoy Williams Jun 2019
Pooh bears ***-cheecks are clogged and he's looking for honey. It's otay, lemonglade. I ice skatelike diamond rangs and live with tigger and he freaks me fruit. It's otay, I'm geeky and love Pokemon and Yu-gi-oh pour my Po Bo I'm fricken Asian hi. I like the way your a dumb ****. This is garage band garbage I push through my viens in this cage  I waste for Jake when he aims to be tied-up. I wonder why Pooh smells like ****. For fruitful 21Savage ***** **** like other Ellen fans. It's otay, I got charmon for me ***** till. I paid from my left pocket the right one hanging, chicken wings falling from the right ai-ight. Out of sike.
LeRoy Williams Jun 2019
Have you heard the little bird wistle your daddy problems are sickening and you couldn't handle how I made you rarely rock my rollie. That's a funky **** pipe that ***** not cool duude, that's **** doodoo. Dozing off.
LeRoy Williams Jun 2019
So face **** me you filthy schoolboy you did my school work sike, I'm just a flippin' *****. Yum right, I know.
LeRoy Williams Jun 2019
Baddie brains blown out hick-up pick up picky pick up lines hirried stubbling drained from the gum. Yes tis gum from the stuomuch that you swallowed for month because I just loved the way you ***** ***. I'm sick.
I puked.
I puked?
I started runnning the walts of Conan the quenched dominator beefing with minny mouse for spanking mickey. He sipps mickeys just so you know I'm holy dust, sike. I wish I washed my mouth month before I ate the groomed flappy fingered fizzathered lips of Haley Jade. I wish I had a ******. ****. Nut after nut and after this nut  another nut and a nut a then the knux cause she got the **** crumbling runs rinse me in Faygo cause these Jugglalos have hair I love to get the stow in jars from a far, because I farted. Beanie I ******* farting who started this ******* fricken flame flare Jack Keoroac couldn't spit enough spirts to-at-alley trickling pink pavement funds that freed Zepplin.
LeRoy Williams Nov 2012
Reasons being shame, regret, and trouble,
You all became miserable
which made it double,
With thoughts as clear as clear itself,
The time was near,
I swept the shelf,
Downing the bottle,
The tylenol to follow,
My heart was full,
My mind was hallow,
The body claimed,
My soul remained swallowed,
They all knew I disappeared,
So funerals canceled due to the weather,
Because I'm gone everything will be better,
My reasons being shame, regret, and all your trouble.
LeRoy Williams Apr 2013
As I look to the starry night sky,
I think why.
Why do people have to argue and fight?
Why can't they simply just work their problems out
and make things right?
Why do men abuse women and children?
When really, those women, sons and daughters
while getting mentally and physically bruised
still love their husbands and fathers
can see the truth.
The truth being that those men are so busy getting intoxicated
with thoughts of thier own miserable pasts
that they are blind to see all the gifts God has made up
for them in the present they have to lose.

Still lost in the constellations,
I start to question my patience,
because I'm still waiting to live
LeRoy Williams Jun 2019
Question captive, When you know what to do but but burst the hook that jigs and jiggle the tin can causing fricking friction awsome enough to get merculues the loosliest juiciest tooth defied definition causing crime that rhymes to stain glais missions on mirrors. Enough is bread to the weak when your strong which in this case we are all strong enough, enough snooting shooting stars this is tooth decay before the week is over because Uh uh I uh do not give a **** about nothing less that you stand for for for the forthright because to night you might floss this zipper knowing zebragum has been sill street walker candy because you hell kittens can feel feelings and frogs. Yes frog ripping ribbits are here. and you well you and your banging pipe could flake my furry *** as a ***** chauf. And my dog ***** this ****** to go toadstool stepping Jason Dereulo is ******* grade A easy A freak leash grannies pull nylons on forth right Herculues.
LeRoy Williams Oct 2015
Let me by with the intro
I'll soak you in honey like your bathing in a beehive
Linkin' up quick got you beggin' for more
Telling me not to stop hittin' it but lettin' be know that your soar
LeRoy Williams Apr 2014
So I just thought I'd sit here for a moment and reminisce
It's a chilling feeling thinking bout all the times I've missed.
getting sick of corner living,
Don't know why I got used to the pain,
Probably because I've been grabbing matches by the flame
shouting out
WHO IS THIS KID, WHO IS THIS MAN, WHO AM I!
I light another
while I'm burning CDs filled with beats,
and at night I smoke my blunts straight to the dome so I can feel a bit  more at home.
See the fact of the matter if the woman has noticed,
That this man has lost his focus,
and just the quick like hocus pocus,
Houdini back into focus.
and now boys to high up to come down from neverland,
So I guess that means he'll changed his looks, so he wouldn't appear to be such a ******* crook.
Acidic dripping form of ma become a figure of captain hook.
And the passerby  gawks and  quivers at the sight of a boy who casts a phantasm of a man,
but felt good because they knew that they would make a change if they could,
And I a phantasm of man speak: Is it I you are afraid of heard no reply
Said fug it lit a cigarette while he
spread his black and tattered wings
and flew out into constant existence
while finding out the at the same time
the only meaning to life is simply living with new found meaning.

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