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you smelt of cigarette smoke too often
and you asked me what I believed in
I said I believe in the way
my knees shake when they hear your voice
I believe in the way babies cry
when they see life for the first time
I believe in the way the sun
always rises in the morning
and sets in the evening
I believe in the way
my stomach becomes
so twisted and tangled
when your eyes entwine
like ropes with mine
I believe in the way
soldiers are sometimes
at war with their own mind
I believe in the way my head
starts becoming dizzy when
you talk for a long time
I believe in sons and daughters
finding their mothers and fathers
in graves they've never seen  before
I believe in the art
of leaving
and
moving pain
for the night to come so it can
hit you in the morning  
I believe in my bones shivering
to hear your name again
I believe in the type of love that hurts
                                                        bre­aks
and                                                 bruises
everything you thought you needed
I believe in the stars and
how they just are
you smelt of cigarette smoke too often
and you asked me what I believed in  
I wasn't lying when I said you
                             -(k.s)
 Mar 2014 Leonard Steven Declan
S
dear boy,
(it seems appropriate to call you nothing but boy
even though you have a name in my head)
i wish i could say i'm sorry and i miss you
but i am not sorry
and i do not miss you.
without you i am weightless
i am free.
(this was supposed to be an apology, but i am only mortal, after all)
but i am sorry for all the times you told me that you loved me
and i responded in kind
(while feeling nothing)
and i am sorry for the times i held you and pretended to care
(even though we both knew i was empty inside)
i am sorry i did not tell you to let me go sooner
(that you were weighing me down)
i am sorry for the pointless kisses
(that built up to the deep revulsion i have for you today)
most of all
i am sorry for not having the courage to let you know sooner
(and less indirectly).

please write my name on your low-tar cigarettes
and smoke me away.
3am
at 3am
when you're lonely
and tired
and as honest as you can be
it's because you're scared
not of the dark
or the monsters
but of yourself
and you tell me almost everything
about yourself, about your fears
about the people you call friends
even though they don't pay
the right amount of attention to you
about the things you wish to change
not only about yourself
but the world

that's when i learn more about you
than i've ever known
and being honest myself
i love it

*(k.s)
I can't help
Not loving you..
one day you will wake up
and see me
asleep next to you

lost in my dreams
when i am asleep
lost in my thought
when i am awake

one day you will wake up
and see my reflection
in the mirror
you will see my sadness
before i can hide it

one day you will wake up
and you will look up
to see me talking
to the wind
telling all my secrets to the trees

one day you will wake up
and feel how cold
my skin
can really be
against your safe warmth
drop my hand
in fright

one day you will wake up
and the feeling you thought
was love
will disappear like the tide
swirling at our feet

one day you will wake up
and see how far i have gone

one day you will wake up
and we will be done.
Does an optimist or a pessimist write the better poem?

Does an optimist with his rhyme and meter

Writing songs of love, nature, and spring?

Or are a pessimist’s dirges

Of bitter betrayal and loss more inspiring?



Both pessimists and optimists sing

Soft, yet loudly their own song.

So who writes the better poem?

What is the better song?

One of the marriage bed,

Or one of love gone wrong?



All sympathize with sadness;

All feel the pangs of joy.

Songs of rotten apples,

Or of bouncing baby boys?

So what expression does the better poet employ?



Truth is they touch us daily.

All just parts of life.

Tears and laughter not unique to ******* or wife.

Yes maybe optimists and pessimists are not so far apart,

For both pessimists and optimists capture the human heart.
For my high school English teacher
 Mar 2014 Leonard Steven Declan
Q
DTW
I found a new bad habit in an
Airport announcement
"Now boarding London-Heathrow"
Thought, how much could it be? so
I pulled it up and-
Oh, that much.
I checked my bank account.
Our friends thought I was funny
When I said I'd take donations-
Who doesn't dream of running?
They didn't ask me why.
We joked around, I shook my can,
Laughed, until you stayed my hand-
All I need in London is
Directions to your bed.
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