I remember what you seem to forget The things you have done The crimes you would commit You toyed with love as if you knew That your conscious wouldn't tell on you You yearn for love but what do you get A fistful of tears and a lifetime of regret.
Deceptive ways to control your mind. Elusive strategies to convert your heart. My persuasive attempts to keep you sane diminishes the desire of us. I desperately seek hope but she hides delectably behind my fears of loving you.
I wanted to write a letter to you describing how deep I was.. I know you. Far better than I can show you. What if I wrote yo *** about the past before Christ to show you where you eternal soul would go to. It would be written as forgery as your undying soul hopelessly remained in purgatory repenting sins from the past knowing it was too late.. Hell has finally got to your ***. But it's cold.. Too cold. And dark as if the temperature matched your very soul. Heartless and thoughtless.
Tomorrow brought the day when yesterday swept you away I begged today to let you stay But the present couldn't see us together Guess I'll look to the future...
Endless tears I cried for you Just to sail that river to find you It led to an island where I waited endless countless days for you Knowing that you wouldn't come. Found God sailed back home and spent endless nights praying for you Even though I realized I'm better off without you I still wonder where you are...