On 30th gulp
He looks at his listener
No
There was no one on table nor the bar
All was left was few empty glasses and tired looking waitresses
Not to forget unfinished whisky on his table 🥹
All along he was talking to himself
He was alone
"you'll regret when gone"
He remembers her last words
Urge to reply back helms
He just whispered
"you were right, I regret
But I'll be sober tomorrow and I'll forget about you😅"

She had hopes hanging on his shoulders
Few things she asked for
Time, love and attention
Never to get one😨
She hated love and life
He was her muse
She was his ruse
Cheating was his thing
Forgiving him was her thing
Until rousy dreams turned nightmares
No love was left
So she left
"You'll regret later" she said as she left
He regrets ma'am 🥹

We will get old
Don't know when,
But we will.
Just like how we all miss our childhood
Will we miss our youth times??
Just asking
Coz I stopped scribing my diary
When I went independent
Will I miss or maybe will I smile☹️☹️?

We had families we grew up with
We have families we live with
And there's family you will die with🥹
Don't know why,
But we will miss families we grew with most
Coz we all live to die
We here to watch our life movie
Have you found the family to die with,
If I may ask son😁🧐😨??

I want to smile on camera
And call God
Remind Him as I show him
How happy am
Elon musk got no starlink in heaven too bad

Want to read the first two verses and feel Israelite
Want to be prophet
Want to get home and meet an angel on doorstep
With a new mission or good news

Too bad
Am a villain
Hopes of reaching heaven or seeing God dimming
"Is this the same guy who had such dreams?"He would ask

Do you remember that fantasy?
Your dream girl, dream life e.t.c?
We all had that
Some of us we met the gal we fantasised of,
Not the life we dreamt of
But we may as well fantasise it with our fantasy girl🤤
Kisses on rainy day,done
Beer on a sunny day sunday
Romance on balcony
Hope you meet your fantasy girl soon son-dude😅😅

10 to 15 years down the line
Don't know when
But we all kicked lifundo for the last time with our childhood friends
As evening came
We bragged who will get the knife before the other
We didn't realise,
We were on wedge of ending our childhood🥹
We were happy to be adults,
never realising we will live lives of dots😨😨
How sad