And I think about her tongue
on the inside of my teeth.
And I think about her hot breathe
being exhaled into my ear.
And I think about her hands
on the back of my neck.
And I think about her body
up against mine.
And I think about her lips
and how soft they are.
And I think about the way
she bites my lip.
And I think about her soft
skin on the tip of my fingers.
And I wonder to myself
how bad she really wants me.
Or how bad she just wants it..
there’s just so many questions.
But I don’t want to ask
I want to see how things are.
I don’t even know
If I even want something serious again.
It hurts so much to get broken.
Its scary to get feelings for someone
When you know nothing about them.
But it’s the flow that I’m gonna go with
This time will be different.
Have fun and keep it real.
No dreaming of false futures
impossible futures.
No going ahead of ourselves
in this moment we will stay.
I can only sit back and relax this time
to stare into her eyes.
Look for that feeling
to only hope I will find it.