I was only 16
with so many dreams
So many days for my life time
So many nights to see the stars shine
Tonight I want to throw my hands in the air
Give up because life isn’t fair.
I know, I am young
Its our time to have fun
But when you have no one
You’re practically done.
With one person hanging on you by a thread
You’re mood its red
To understand as to be understood
Isn’t the same, And usually im miss understood
That’s the name I get.
To capture my heart in you're net
Someone can talk to me
But not see
The brokenness inside
Instead they walk on by
My selfish ways
Were on every never days
That’s how often I thought of myself
That I left me on a shelf
Im  probably much too late
But I can ask… was it fate?
I know there may not be another one of you like this
So hurry while you can give me a kiss.
But instead you found someone new
So now my mood is blue
Sad
Now I need words  those so bad
Everything is fine but I wish I dead
My heart for days… it has bled
Through my eyes
I can’t see what was wise
When you find true love
Its something you can’t get rid of
But I see feelings change for some
Was I dumb?
For thinking I could
Im just miss understood.

No this isn’t a katy perry song
But lets figure out what went wrong
From the mistakes
Just for our sakes
When I wanted to die
You’ll make me want to shine
When I want to hide
You’ll take me for a ride
When i feel hate
You’ll show me im great
But why are you gone?
You weren’t next to me at the break of dawn
In another life?
Would we make it right?
Or would you be there on the other side?
Waiting for me to be your bride?
But you left
With the rest
I can’t be here alone
I can’t even call you on the phone
You haven’t left me instructions
And so far its been self destructions.
I see you leaving
And im just here grieving
But before was I naïve
Did you have a plan up your sleeve?
Before all the plans we made
Did our love just fade.
I don’t want you to leave just stay
Don’t be the one that got away.

One winter day
He leans in to me to say
3 words aloud
Because our  boat  is about to drown
Like Ice melting
Our cuts are welting
Into a scab
That was once a stab
Silly sticky skates
Rolls on our date
He says, my baby blue
I love you
Love love love
Is this true?
Love love love
Or is it a quick fix like glue?
But falling for his eyes
And not realizing
My lip touches his
Forgetting out troubles
But now our love doubles

Verse 1
Many times
the fault was in mine
hurting you
isn't what i want to do
i was blind
and i wasted time
leaving you in pain
and to you i say

Chorus
Sorry
my sweet mommy
this is for you
i honestly love you
this is the truth
of all the lies
this time i'll try
to show my love right
especially before you die

Verse 2
Chocolates and roses
and following the laws of Moses
Won't make up
and you'll still have a bump
from my hurt
even with a new shirt
or an ipad
won't make you unmad

Chorus
Sorry
my sweet mommy
this is for you
i honestly love you
this is the truth
of all the lies
this time i'll try
to show my love right
especially before you die

Bridge
I thought i knew more
but i came out as a teenage *****
corrected you
thinking i knew
but all along
i was wrong

Chorus*
Sorry
my sweet mommy
this is for you
i honestly love you
this is the truth
of all the lies
this time i'll try
to show my love right
especially before you die

you're warm
i grasp my fingers around you
and bring you close
because you are true
this feels like love
or i think it is
because you're sweet
with a tasteful bliss
never get cold fast
you are served for anytime
i just wish
i had you all the time
come in many flavors
but you, babe
you are the one i choose
you are my fave
in sickness and in health
good times and bad
just make sure
the sugar is just a tad
because you
are perfect the way you are
i pull you close
even though you're so far

Verse 1
You're supposed to shine in the light
but you end up in the dark
so why did you give up the fight?
your bite is bigger than your bark
a slow blow
and you're in motion
so why can't you show
me your heartbreak condition

Pre-chorus
You're like stars in the sky
made out to shine
but right now

Chorus*
You're dull glitter
really down and bitter
it hurts to see you this way
have you even saw the light of day?
come with me
to live and see
the bright side of life
for a change, be with someone nice.

Verse 2
You brighten a kids day
because you're so shinny and colorful
they want to pick you up and play
remember, her love is true
she never wronged you
she waits
to say the 3 words
before its too late

pre-Chorus
Maybe one day you'll see
that girl
shes me

Chorus
You're dull glitter
really down and bitter
it hurts to see you this way
have you even saw the light of day?
come with me
to live and see
the bright side of life
for a change, be with someone nice.

Bridge
I can brighten you up
just give me a chance
my love is in a cup
just a sip
and we'll be lip to lip

Chorus
You're dull glitter
really down and bitter
it hurts to see you this way
have you even saw the light of day?
come with me
to live and see
the bright side of life
for a change, be with someone nice.

Verse 1
Haven't seen you in a while
but i still see you around
by luck, my sweet child
you're just an old friend
who i have feelings for
so there's no need to pretend

Chorus
Used to walk along and lie
smile but really want to cry
now we're older
no need to be colder
i still love you like i did then
i know you still love me the same
so there's no need to pretend

Verse 2
Growing to mature
what if we're not meant to be
darling are you sure
we won't know unless we try
so baby don't leave me here
don't leave me to cry

Chorus
Used to walk along and lie
smile but really want to cry
now we're older
no need to be colder
i still love you like i did then
i know you still love me the same
so there's no need to pretend

Bridge
Yea, you never did send
me the right messages
please tell me what you feel isn't pretend
its all real
i know it, its what i feel.

Chorus*
Used to walk along and lie
smile but really want to cry
now we're older
no need to be colder
i still love you like i did then
i know you still love me the same
so there's no need to pretend