My life in my own words
                holding  emptiness
          And regretting being born  
while skipping to the prison of thoughts

                       "Be strong,
                        everything
             happen with a purpose "
                  That's  a response
           From creatures circling me

      Unknown Blood streaming tears
              From my  blind world
              Weakening    courage
                      Of being me
      Failing to rearrange my  strength
        for the birth of another poem

By LANNO CHIIPIRA and OMAR JIMMY

Add my effort for a million times
In return I gain  pain  and tears
But still goes reading it    
I see no piece of change
To  test something strange
Or reach beyond the top
I always go with rain drops plan
But with ocean drying hope
I will Skip to a New chapter  

With hope and  courage
I forge ahead
To the contents of a new page
Anticipating with hope
To the glimmering future
I don't know how to cope

Tears streaming down my chicks
Deafening by my own heartbeat
My eye lids promising another downpour
With every passing chapter
My world is tuning sour

Edited by Omar jimmy

You sailed millions of miles away
To a place of no visit
When I was holding
No meaning of this day
Many  years passed now
to me seemed  it was just yesterday
You never turned up to say bye


How I wish you were here
To embrace you with love and honor
Showering  you with gifts
Taking you to the end of the earth
But I only have memories

This Day is always  hard for me
Without you by my side
I stare at your pictures for quite a while,
But can't  get myself to smile.
More tears shed down my face,

It hurts me inside
but i  only understand
that we were born to die
no one will exist forever
Let my tears be a gift to you  mama
With mountain moving hope in my heart
One day we will share the same world of peace


EDITED BY : Cathy (Lady carter) , Trintus Chipeta and christopher Mbewu

FEELINGS FROM :  Omar Jimmy , Harry Kaiwa, James moyo and Mercy Gaveta

She turned her back on me
I was feeling like nothing left of me
On the dark  part of love
I was Left lonely  on the ground tears
I stayed alone with my arms closed
She ******  all  my feelings   dry
and went  more steps away from me

I only left with more question in my weak Brain
Does every pain result in gain?
Does everyone  zip chapter of love this way?
My life was falling apart
An inch to Vanish from  the
face of the earth
Then  a miracle followed , life sever appeared

Transformed my heart beyond repair
disconnected me from my past air
Set me free from prison of loneliness
Now I cannot be myself without her with me
my life sever
She is a lady  of my dreams
The only  one to hold in my arms

I have a bunch of friends
But i can't see their true colors
Clock  ticks with sorrow  tears
My heart  holds painful Memories
I can't spit my true feelings
I just wear a mask of fake smiles
Sun shines only in my dreams
I can not  ****  genuine blessings
Because all  my  problems
overhead their theories
Trying to race to the end
it is  a  bitter pill to swallow always
I do not know how it feels
like to have no challenges
This life is a prison with no walls
But I can not see the way out
This life ! Only death can set me free

The genesis of her life
Out of joy of death bring
joy
To  people circling her
I was not one of them but here
But here she is in my salad
days
My only trusted spanner she
Is


She has a cute smile like everything about her
She is my inspiration
An engineer of my Happy life
Original and strong she is
She is far away from me
No communication exist
But she is always in my heart
For more information get a
notion from the look
Of my eyes
I hope you can see it

I will never leave her alone
Until I see her excelling as a eagle
And bring joy to people
Circling her
I will be One of them

My heart becomes shattered
Every time  you sail an inch away from me
Tears roll down my cheeks    
I can't exist without you my angel
Because I hold you deep inside my soul                                                  

Your a lady who moves me like no other
Now you take  my  heart Completely
I'm just lost in your magical heart
When your eyes meet mine
that's   what  makes me a complete man
Then ,  I  realize your the best part of me

I always feel unusual
When I miss that cute little smile
That I like to see
And that sweet voice of yours
as you call on my name
Finally, i realize your indeed best part of me